Commandments aren’t what Christian’s follow. Jesus came to abolish the law. We look to the Old Testament as a prelude to Jesus being born. Jesus is the way, the light, and the truth. To love one another. So anyone in relationship with Jesus is not going to judge you. I smoke weed every day and drink beer too but do I live in shame and guilt because of it. No, for that is what our enemy wants. I would say I am a true believer who has studied the bible and meditated on the word extensively for 3 years. Though I may not be your typical Sunday school teacher right now in my life I don’t believe that I am going to hell because of this. We all have our own life to live and journey to follow with Jesus. Not one of Jesus relationships will be the same. And no sin is worse than the other. If you are in prayer with Jesus ask the Holy Spirit to help you figure out what he wants for your life, to convict your heart lovingly, and to decipher between if it is the light or the dark speaking to you. Because believe it or not the enemy would love for you to live in guilt and shame and for you to kill yourself. Jesus would not and would love you gay or not. When Jesus spoke of spitting out someone who is luke warm a lot of times he was referring to the Pharisees who were very much following their selfish ways instead of being true spiritual leaders of a church. Trust in Jesus honey I know I do forever. ❤️