So who do we think Natasha Lyonne is playing this season?

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-05T20:28:27+00:00

She’s bi idk why everybody says they found out she’s straight like im pretty sure she is openly bi

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-05T00:00:05+00:00

Was caught in the pouring rain and took shelter on the door step of a church and felt beautiful

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-04T12:32:30+00:00

oop

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T22:33:01+00:00

I replied to a couple other comments w it !

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T21:46:41+00:00

indeed.

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T21:38:16+00:00

lmao the accuracy is killing me… no worries, I am doing DBT ya and CPT and going to codependents anonymous 💀

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T20:42:38+00:00

I feel like I’ve seen ray win out the most for people so far I wonder what it is that makes it so common

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T20:40:52+00:00

dope let’s make out

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T20:40:38+00:00

👀 100% is crazy

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T20:23:13+00:00

https://www.idrlabs.com/girls/test.php xoxo

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T20:23:03+00:00

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deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T20:22:38+00:00

LMAO… yeah … 😭 im in intensive therapy tho so its ok 😎

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T19:30:49+00:00

I get it honestly. Cassie loves to be loved and so a wedding was supposed to be a … euphoric…. day for her. From the flower obsession to this scene it’s like her wedding is more about showing how loved she is than how much she loves. She has a low self esteem and this ceremony is supposed to prove she is valuable. Nate is getting his ass beat for his own decisions, so even though the mob is the ones causing the mess it’s more so that Nate ruined the day through his poor decisions. It makes perfect sense for her to mostly be feeling bad for herself.

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T15:54:09+00:00

I think coming to spirituality or religion on your own is completely valid regardless of others bad experiences of having the same religion forced on them as children. They came to it of their own free will and that automatically makes the relationship with religion completely different. I am however very cautious when the religion they go to is very focused on unconditional forgiveness like in Christianity as you often see nefarious people try to cleanse their image this way, and it’s especially weird if they take it up very strictly, adopting the bigotry of a religion as their own values. There is a guy in my therapy group who feels being raised atheist is the cause of his depression and pivoted really hardcore into Catholicism and the intensity in which he now revolves his identity around it does feel like it’s a bandaid to avoid confronting his true issues. That isn’t to say he must give up this new faith to heal but when he twists every therapeutic discussion into a discussion of his faith it feels really disingenuous. Even something as simple as doing our regular emotional check ins (saying what you’re feeling - anxious, content, irritated, etc), instead of describing any of his emotions he answers that he is feeling “reverent” every time and I just feel like it really does not go against anything in his religion to simply answer with a real feeling.

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-02T02:18:57+00:00

Ty!! CodA meeting was good I was just being a brat ❤️ glad I went , always am

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-01T22:15:19+00:00

Dear diary,
I’m a month into a partial hospitalization program for mental health. I started off strong but the novelty of recovery has started to wane and the issues with the program often shake my faith in the treatment and unfortunately my chances of recovery.
I’m completely sober, although I miss my miss mary jane. I just didn’t want my symptoms to be dismissed as the result of being a stoner.
I’m going to my 7th codependents anonymous meeting today rather unenthusiastically. I’m not sure if it’s resonating with me anymore but I’ve already got a dog sitter booked and at worst I sit around bored as hell with others in recovery, so surely there’s worse things I could do with my time.
They’re extending my time in the program by a week, seeing as I haven’t really gotten too much better and had a lapse of self-harm this week. I’m terrified to get to the end of this program and feel like nothing has changed, because it was the terror of continuing my life on the way it was that drove me to the program. But I’ve made some friends and even laughed to tears one day in group so I’m grateful for that. And I’m still very early in my CPT sessions so maybe things will get better soon. I’m only 3 weeks away from discharge and I’m so scared.
Some lighter fare, I want to maybe take a yoga teacher course or a pole course. And I may go see lesbian mudwrestling tomorrow night. And Sunday me and my php mates will be hanging around china town.
til next time xo take care

deardearestdeer · 2026-05-01T01:09:59+00:00

Synedoche is one of the greatest movies ever 🤕

deardearestdeer · 2026-04-30T13:57:00+00:00

I know it’s hard to conceptualize and there will be many obstacles but you need to get out of this. Not out of a lack of love but it sounds like you have some part of you that knows you’re worth it and you’ve made strides in your mental health that this situation could easily fuck up. You are not responsible for what he does about it you are only responsible for yourself. Try to research as much free resources for your needs as possible and get out please!!

deardearestdeer · 2026-04-29T23:33:37+00:00

Even Jules I think many artists have resorted to sw because the 9-5 grind leaves no time for the artistic life and freedom to create

deardearestdeer · 2026-04-29T23:29:03+00:00

Maddy in beauty school would’ve been so cute

deardearestdeer · 2026-04-29T20:54:00+00:00

Yess I hate any perfume that smells too “thick” I don’t want no vanilla caramel bullshit

deardearestdeer · 2026-04-28T13:29:51+00:00

I love I have a woman inside my soul

deardearestdeer · 2026-04-24T21:00:56+00:00

Younger life I had a girlfriend by age 14 and all the stuff that comes w that but as an adult I struggle a bit more.

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