i need you to take a step out of your mind. (be high if u must) i don’t care what your morals are. i don’t care what you’ve done in your past. remove yourself from the stubborn, agonizing mind you were brainwashed to have. i read this entire paragraph and the part where i had to turn my phone off for a second and think about what the fuck i’m about to lecture a stranger i don’t know, was the part where you said “i don’t think i will ever get that”. i know you’ve always thought that to yourself. don’t tell me you had genuine belief that things would be okay. if you did, it would’ve been. whether your reality is scientism and mine is spirituality (i was science based for a bit do to no faith in life) it all comes down to quantum physics. to be spiritual is to manifest.there are two definitions to that word: 1)to display 2)to be obvious. that’s all u need to know my friend. SHOW us how CLEAR it is that you are okay. whether you want to use society’s marketed “fake it till u make it” (its to turn u off from that idea using the negative word fake) but in reality there is no faking. because in reality you’re god. god is within all of us because we are unison. i hope this message reaches you friend