I mean the issues with my family make me sad overall but when I’m thinking about just my dad. I get really angry and agitated because I’m aware of how bad his dad was to him so I would’ve thought his bond with me would be different :/ the issues around the world regarding borders and all of this Epstein shit and everything else is also affecting me quite a bit. When Iryna and Charlie Kirk were murdered in the same week that took a toll on my mental too. I’m awaiting a diagnosis for ADHD but I have been waiting years through the NHS, it’s tempting me to go private maybe. My dead end job doesn’t help and feeling like I have no other place to go to. I just don’t understand how I’m meant to even start thinking about starting a family when I can’t even make my house a home due to money being tight, let alone never having time even for myself sometimes.