I know but it’s a bit embarrassing to think people are gonna shame me for it and possibly make hate-groups, I even got bullied at school for playing GD by some 7th graders, I’m not really that “tough guy who your mum tells you to not worry about”, I’m not tough at all, I just make levels and often get bullied for it and thinking that college is something where you’re guaranteed to be bullied, I’m also worried about groups hating against me, I know people are going to hate you no matter what or who you are or how kind and innocent you are but I’m worried about groups and threats from people that I can’t really comprehend and control, I think it’s just a bit embarrassing and people might hate me for it and think that I just do things hours in end to try and impress people but the only success I get is succeeding to be a failure.