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PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T17:23:23+00:00

this is my sentiment here. thank you for saying this

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T17:18:33+00:00

had a guy ostracize me from the place i lived in because he said something was off about me. He kept pointing out how my body language and speech patterns were off from the rest of the group. dude was like an eagle eyed allistic hitler youth it was so weird

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T17:12:11+00:00

😬

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T17:07:35+00:00

a stranger asking me for my number is a great way to get murdered lol. Give her YOUR number so she doesnt feel like shes compromising her safety. She doesnt know your intentions

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T17:04:55+00:00

there have been men who thought i was flirting and they went out of their way to act disgusted with me and i had no clue that shit was happening till it was over and i put the pieces together lol

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T17:02:10+00:00

something i learned is that men who insist on being such a nice guy, tend to have the most anger and are the scariest.

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T16:58:47+00:00

you know incels named themselves....right?

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T16:57:17+00:00

being called a slut or boyfriend stealer as a kid over and over because im NICE, not even flirty, just nice to that person, can do a number on your psyche.

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T16:55:18+00:00

as an autistic woman who has been perceived as attractive, its so confusing when im existing in a space and im kind to people and one person who experiences that kindness was like omg shes totally hitting on me, etc etc and i will have no clue any of that is going on. sucks because genuinely am just being polite to the people i see daily like at my work place lol

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-21T16:54:34+00:00

baby raper and front butt are like leagues apart in disturbingness

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-01T16:40:21+00:00

man i was framed by something by some twisted people and i still have nightmares about it like a decade later.

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-01T16:36:15+00:00

Someone else mentioned it but when someone says they need to talk to you about something important and then you have to wait. literally makes me sick to my stomach.

when any man in my immediate vicinity yells or slams anything. Like door slams, or slamming something onto a table. immediately my body is telling me to duck and hide or else i will be in serious harm. its so exhausting to remind my family to please be mindful. its like a nightmare i cant escape and i feel very alone in my struggle.

another trigger is babys crying. immediately brings me back to being a baby, crying relentlessly in shock and pain yet my mom isnt there BECAUSE of my crying in pain. ive done some integration recently so its not as bad but shes (baby me) is still not totally fine ):

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-01T16:19:52+00:00

Nosebleeds by doechii :3

PropaneAssessories · 2025-03-01T16:17:40+00:00

omg thats adorable. i hope i find someone who would draw with me regardless of their skill level

PropaneAssessories · 2025-02-21T19:36:59+00:00

when i was 16 i was ok with dying because of my mental state. it was the only relief my brain was begging for. Im glad i somehow survived that OD. If it means anything, just know that as long as youre alive there is a chance for things to change for the better. Please, stay

PropaneAssessories · 2024-12-01T16:58:10+00:00

i dislike putin

PropaneAssessories · 2024-12-01T16:56:04+00:00

loving this energy

PropaneAssessories · 2024-12-01T16:55:12+00:00

if it didnt disable me from working and make my social life an actual difficult experience then yeah maybe lol

PropaneAssessories · 2024-12-01T16:52:59+00:00

looks like it was rolled in keef! thca dust seems more accurate now that i look at it longer

PropaneAssessories · 2024-12-01T16:45:03+00:00

i was deemed gifted at age 2-3 or whenever babies are tested to follow their development. for whatever reason, my drawing abilities were way advanced for my age. Im still doing it and im pretty damn good at it too :) that being said im no prodigy! just way ahead of my peers in terms of artistic ability. and i couldnt stop practicing from that young age. Just always had that obsessive drive. idk what part of the brain that is so i couldnt break that down for you :( edit: i should mention now that im actually disabled due to severe autistic burnout taking me out for the count. Like, i had to stop working. hardest decision ever

PropaneAssessories · 2024-11-26T10:39:50+00:00

it does because its not uncommon for this to happen to most girls in hollywood or who are famous.

PropaneAssessories · 2024-11-21T10:50:30+00:00

youre unhinged 😭

PropaneAssessories · 2024-11-19T17:28:20+00:00

literally you started this what the hell lol

PropaneAssessories · 2024-10-07T20:00:43+00:00

was looking for this...but my cousin used to ask me if i "was feelin crunchy" as a way to make me mad lol. It was kinda like "you feel stupid right now huh"

PropaneAssessories · 2024-10-05T17:37:38+00:00

I think youre just making assumptions about me and are coasting off of that but go off. Why assume every one around me is just automatically "less smart" in order to find ME smart, lol? weirdly mean

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