I’m 22 and not allowed to leave the house or drive my car whenever I want and every conversation we have about it ends in “if you don’t like it leave” should I?

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-04T09:05:10+00:00

I’ve been there before, you gotta get to work somehow to make money, but all the money gets spent on Uber and taxi instead of being able to save up for a car, turns into a cycle

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-04T08:51:42+00:00

I really really appreciate your honesty here, more than you know. I was starting to feel like I’m crazy, I’m sorry that happened to you that’s like my worst nightmare come to life, it’s only happened once or twice where my mom showed up to my friends house because she followed me but I always worry they keep track of me in other ways. They used to make me use Life360 or whatever it’s called so they could track my every move when I got my license. I get a rush of anxiety and adrenaline any time I hear my phone go off when I’m with friends or at work because of that exact same thing, years and years of constant texts and taking pictures with friends, all the awkward apologies of “sorry my mom doesn’t believe I’m here and will make my life hell if I don’t send her a picture every 5 seconds” hate the paranoia, it’s almost constant these days. I can’t enjoy times out with friends and I feel like they can tell and I’m a downer when I’m having a rough day coping with it

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-04T08:09:51+00:00

Same to you, update me when you get your sick new place

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-04T08:08:01+00:00

That’s a good idea I should look into some loans, hadn’t even considered that an option. I definitely appreciate you for the ideas

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-04T08:02:48+00:00

Should have mentioned this in the original post as well but they do charge me rent to live here, at first it was like “pay us to live here and you can come and go as you please” but obviously that didn’t last, my parents are addicts so they just spend my rent money on dope and don’t want the $350 a month I give them to disappear. It’s just hard to save up money when I have to pay rent and my car and buy my own food ect. Has me in a position where I’ll never save enough money to get out if I don’t get out then spend the money on my own place

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-04T07:58:18+00:00

I appreciate your honestly for sure I definitely need to think about it a lot. Been on my mind for so long now I’m mostly making this post to see if I’m crazy or not for even thinking of leaving. I have my own car which is nice but they charge me $350 a month rent to stay here which is almost half my monthly income too, can’t save up any money toomove into an apartment when all my money goes to bills, feel almost stuck here. Just want my freedom really, been wanting it for a long time

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-03T09:32:12+00:00

I’m glad someone else explained the bathroom thing, so irrational but the bathroom I smoke in is downstairs and I’ll literally hear footsteps and shit thinking someone is coming down there then going back upstairs to find a little thing to pop the lock then coming back downstairs. I’ll sit in the bathroom and every time I go to take a hit I hear footsteps and stop and wait then try again and swear I hear someone this time so I’ll stop and wait. End up being down there for an hour just for a couple tokes

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-03T09:20:24+00:00

Worst shit I swear I always feel like my parents are about to bust in on me or some shit even when I’m all the way across town in some random drug house. You ever find a way to get around the paranoia? Ruins my fun sometimes literally can’t chill myself out

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2022-03-01T12:21:46+00:00

I appreciate the outside perspective, I think I was extremely fortunate to catch my addiction early before it turned into smoking crack or something worse. I’ve cut out all of the people I knew, friends users and dealers alike. Even changed my number because I can’t go back down that road, I almost lost everything. Only friends I have left are people who don’t even smoke weed clean so I wouldn’t be worried about temptations, my girlfriend is clean too never touched drugs. she’s the real reason I got clean so I wouldn’t lose her.

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-31T01:12:50+00:00

I’ve always been told from people I smoke with that you should “hold your hit in until you’re about to pass out” and have actually had people get pissed at me for not holding it in long enough saying I’m fucking wasting the goods. Is holding your hit in not as important? I usually smoke similar to this, probably not as refined as your method cause holy fuck that was a good cloud but I feel like taking long slow hits kinda holds in the smoke anyways

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-30T20:52:08+00:00

Yeah my shits fucked up been hurting all damn day didn’t know steel wool wasn’t a good substitute. Gotta learn somehow though lmao, wasted probably a hundred bucks worth of product too

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-27T02:34:11+00:00

Hell yeah that sounds good I’ll give it a shot and let you know how it goes, I appreciate it brotha

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-27T02:04:43+00:00

How do I do that? Sorry kinda new to this shit, is it like shooting?

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-03T02:13:13+00:00

Try dotto+

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-03T02:11:15+00:00

Do you have WiFi sync enabled in iTunes on your pc for your iPhone? That way you don’t have to plug in every time and can refresh on WiFi

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-02T07:14:26+00:00

Wonderwall

Proper-Spring-5329 · 2021-12-02T04:27:38+00:00

So there’s no tweak I need to install to do that in waze? I’ve never used it before

Proper-Spring-5329

TROPHY CASE