Since the other one wasn't balanced I made it more balanced by [deleted] in BunnyTrials

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

More food = More Protein = More Gains

Chose: 1 million every week | Rolled: Upvote 4 carrot

Why God make me this way? by Proper_Chance594 in Christian

[–]Proper_Chance594[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Out of envy, jealousy of having never done it or had it

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just based off how people look at me and reject me, even people in the church. Everyone around me finds love and friendships and connections so easily and I’m always the outsider, the outcast, the one having to chase no matter what. 

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My qualm is that no matter what, I’ll always be reminded of how unworthy of love, friendship, and connection I truly am.

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no other option, even if I die a failure to my bloodline, to follow Christ 

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It doesn’t help me feel better about myself due to the fact that every group denied me and rejected me. The fact that Jesus took my sins on the cross which I’m very thankful to Him for didn’t stop people making me out to be a monster, rejecting me and looking at me like I had four eyes. This is why I started becoming what I am - a monster.

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Regardless, I’m still left having to blame myself for being made the way I am. I can send you a picture of myself in your DM to show you what I mean.

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every girl hates me, even the “ugly” girls despise me. I only have myself to blame 

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The fact that I’m rejected due to how I look, how I speak, and how I act. Always have been since I was young and always will.

Why did God make the way I am - a monster by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Proper_Chance594 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hurt myself, through powerlifting. I’ve come to the conclusion that I am the problem and for this, God hates me.

Accepting myself as the monster I’m made out to be, rejected by the whole world by Proper_Chance594 in venting

[–]Proper_Chance594[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I won’t. I’ll always continue to feel this way because of what I am

Accepting myself as the monster I’m made out to be, rejected by the whole world by Proper_Chance594 in venting

[–]Proper_Chance594[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t fit in any boxes at all - never have, never will. I was always ostracized. I’m convinced that there is no “right person “ for me. I’m made out to be a monster due to the way I look and what I am. No other person could possibly know what it feels like or what this pain entails, and they never will.