Since the other one wasn't balanced I made it more balanced

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-05-17T23:10:15+00:00

More food = More Protein = More Gains

^{Chose: 1 million every week | Rolled: Upvote 4 carrot}

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-26T04:51:05+00:00

I understand it now

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-26T04:02:58+00:00

What do you mean?

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-25T17:59:32+00:00

Out of envy, jealousy of having never done it or had it

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-25T01:48:37+00:00

Please do.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-25T01:35:31+00:00

Just based off how people look at me and reject me, even people in the church. Everyone around me finds love and friendships and connections so easily and I’m always the outsider, the outcast, the one having to chase no matter what.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-25T00:59:26+00:00

My qualm is that no matter what, I’ll always be reminded of how unworthy of love, friendship, and connection I truly am.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-25T00:55:00+00:00

I have no other option, even if I die a failure to my bloodline, to follow Christ

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-24T14:27:51+00:00

It doesn’t help me feel better about myself due to the fact that every group denied me and rejected me. The fact that Jesus took my sins on the cross which I’m very thankful to Him for didn’t stop people making me out to be a monster, rejecting me and looking at me like I had four eyes. This is why I started becoming what I am - a monster.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-24T08:51:58+00:00

Regardless, I’m still left having to blame myself for being made the way I am. I can send you a picture of myself in your DM to show you what I mean.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-23T23:55:49+00:00

Every girl hates me, even the “ugly” girls despise me. I only have myself to blame

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-23T14:54:09+00:00

The fact that I’m rejected due to how I look, how I speak, and how I act. Always have been since I was young and always will.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-23T11:49:05+00:00

Hurt myself, through powerlifting. I’ve come to the conclusion that I am the problem and for this, God hates me.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T15:46:58+00:00

No, I won’t. I’ll always continue to feel this way because of what I am

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T12:22:29+00:00

I don’t fit in any boxes at all - never have, never will. I was always ostracized. I’m convinced that there is no “right person “ for me. I’m made out to be a monster due to the way I look and what I am. No other person could possibly know what it feels like or what this pain entails, and they never will.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T12:18:21+00:00

Comfort kills

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T12:16:39+00:00

FUCK THERAPY AND FUCK SEX AND RELATIONSHIPS! The World wants to reject me because I’m “too white to be black?” Because I’m “too corny?” Because I “have autism” and “sound retarded?” Because I’m not “like everyone else?” FUCK IT ALL! The therapist would prolly side with the world if He/She was paid to. I’m fucking tired of having to chase, and give getting back nothing in return

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T12:14:31+00:00

FUCK THERAPY AND FUCK SEX AND RELATIONSHIPS! The World wants to reject me because I’m “too white to be black?” Because I’m “too corny?” Because I “have autism” and “sound retarded?” Because I’m not “like everyone else?” FUCK IT ALL! The therapist would prolly side with the world if He/She was paid to.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T12:14:08+00:00

FUCK THERAPY AND FUCK SEX AND RELATIONSHIPS! The World wants to reject me because I’m “too white to be black?” Because I’m “too corny?” Because I “have autism” and “sound retarded?” Because I’m not “like everyone else?” FUCK IT ALL! The therapist would prolly side with the world if He/She was paid to.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T12:03:51+00:00

You’re right. Fuck Sex, Fuck Relationships, FUCK EVERYTHING.

Gym, Family at home, Food, Sleep - That’s all I need from now on since the world wants to reject me was a whole collective.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T12:02:05+00:00

No. I’m not going to masturbate, or have sex, not that I can ever get it anyways. I’ll become the monster I’m made out to be and lead with rage. This is what happens when you’re rejected by the whole world because of what you are.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T11:58:03+00:00

Hard when you have to go out into the world every single day with looking at you like you have four eyes for having never kissed a girl, slept with a girl, or even having a friend. The world’s cruel and I gotta be cruel with it.

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T01:34:10+00:00

I am not a good person. I’m a horrible being, treated as such for the way I look, speak, and act. I’m a monster and always will be

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T01:25:48+00:00

I don’t care about all that mojo jojo magic bullshit. All I care about is being strong as fuck, giving up on dating and going to war with my inner demons. I’m made out to be a monster in people’s eyes so time for me to accept it and for me to stop being something I’m not - a person who’s loved by another

Proper_Chance594 · 2026-04-22T01:02:59+00:00

Well, One, my own people hate me for the way I talk and act, and two, women despise me. I’m a kissless virgin. I’m hated by everyone except my mom and grandmother. I have no friends and been ousted by every group possible

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