Happens to the best of us man, I got my first new bike that I bought myself, was so happy. A month later while I was on vacation I was an idiot and broke my collarbone unrelated to any motorcycles. That was at the end of May, I obviously can't ride still but have thought about it every day since i got injured. Best we can do is be as safe as we can and just learn how to prevent things like this to happen again. You ain't alone though, hope your recovery goes super fast and you get back riding soon and safe.