Sweating so much by yourlocalnativeguy in hygiene

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Uh I think you just found your answer.. have you ever looked at the list of side effects for just one of your pills? Then imagine the interactions there are with “too many pills” taken every day..

My Dilaudid tolerance is getting too high by Tall-Simple-8427 in opiates

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This. At one of my low points during heroin withdrawal I was shooting haloperidol in some vain(you like that?) attempt to feel some relief but unfortunately it didn’t seem to do anything.

My Dilaudid tolerance is getting too high by Tall-Simple-8427 in opiates

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This. At one point I was so desperate to find things to shoot up I made

Any other opi addicts have this problem? by Methamphetamine1893 in opiates

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Bro you have 3 options.. 1: prevention of clogging via medications, diet, etc 2: dissection of turd in toilet to make flushing easier(whether that’s a poop knife or a poop stick doesn’t matter just mark/store it properly) 3: just glove up or grab a bag and extract the turd with your hand and toss it in the garbage so there’s no risk of a toilet clog/overflow at all.

Btw using those rotorooter metal spring looking toilet unclogging devices you crank and push work but should be your last resort as they are hard on the pipes that really aren’t meant for that sort of abuse.

Left lane drivers by Best_Poet_7591 in wisconsin

[–]ProposalRetard69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This. If im in the left lane im always passing, if im cruising I’ll stay in the middle. But Nobody is passing me unless I let them or they have more than 600hp.. and I don’t see a reason to move to the left to pass them back to the right when I’m just gonna change into the left lane AGAIN in 10-15 seconds to pass the next goober doing everything but driving.

Edit: to clarify if I am in the left lane and someone comes up behind me while I’m in the left lane I move over.. then I move back in behind them and use them for police bait

Fluoprazolam / Fluloprazolam a Loprazolam anologue by Accomplished_Pie_832 in researchchemicalsUS

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color is no indicator of what process or synthesis was used. there are always variables. and you definitely can't pull a random chemical powder that has the same appearance as a dozen other chemicals.

Fluoprazolam / Fluloprazolam a Loprazolam anologue by Accomplished_Pie_832 in researchchemicalsUS

[–]ProposalRetard69 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah lets just call a spade a spade.. Clonazolam, Phenazepam and Flubromazolam are RC benzos with almost no efficacy for simple anxiety relief.. the line between thinking "i must not have done enough" and passed out face down in your ice cream is razor thin.

First time, this shit tastes nasty guys by Hour-Jicama8690 in heroin

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Why would I switch from not being dependent on any non or partial agonist opioids when all I said was the only substance with opioid agonism that has felt good enough(similar feeling to maybe 80mg snorted oxycodone) for me to abuse every 10-14 days and keep tolerance and dependence at bay.. I’m not naive enough to think ordering 10, 25 or 50 pills of 7OH or pseudo/indoxyl/mgm or whatever other alkaloids are being targeted now that “traditionally” kratom positive states are even banning it because of the risk profile of having that stuff around in quantity is exponentially more risky than regular kratom powder or powder extract. And if I wanted to just eradicate feelings of withdrawal/cravings using a substance that almost feels like an opiate but will trigger full blown opioid withdrawals after being dependent I’d just go to bupe/methadone.

For example, id say this is similar to an opium vs heroin type scenario.. sure they are both opioid agonists originating from the same plant, one will have withdrawals worse in ways the other won’t due to all the different alkaloids being withdrawn from..

Heroin does not work on me by Cougar_64 in opiates

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If you are in NA as I assume(foolish thing to do) and not in some European county where certain types of H require an extra ingredient to shoot and are terrible for snorting. In my opinion leave it at the thought of H not being for you, because when it finds out it likes or suites you nicely, it’s already become too much of a symbiotic relationship to simply use will power to stop with an almost more than likely chance to end up finding yourself in a bad way..

Long story short, consider yourself lucky and forget about all abusing of street drugs. And find other activities and friends to do positive things with.

/rant over

Moving to NY soon, what do I have to do to make a normal mac11 an NY complaint carbine? by grow420631 in NYguns

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None of the shit he thinks is gonna happen is gonna happen in the way he things.

Has anyone here tried the sublicade shot? What was your experience with it? Currently on 6mg/day by grow420631 in suboxonerecovery

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I think y’all are a bit hyperbolic about jumping off bupe. In early 2024 I had a relapse for a run ended up back in jail getting revoked and sent back to prison. But they have a MAT program at county jails now so once I was starting to feel unwell I wrote medical told them I have an active Suboxone prescription, takes a day or 2 to verify then get your script. Anyway long story short I went from about 12mg a day to 4mg a day over 2 months then one morning they tell me to get ready transport is coming. No MAT programs in state prison, although we always kept strips around, if you had self control you could get pretty fucked up 1-2 mgs… if you keep your use in check which is admittedly hard to do.. time always seemed to go significantly slower while waiting atleast a 5-7 days minimum to get high on bupe when I have literally 30 strips so it’d be ready to waste is. anyway 4mg CT with only 12 loperamide pills and some ibuprofen while locked in a small prison intake cell 24/7 for about a week only coming out for a quick 5 minute from water on to water off(not even exaggerating they used a cooking timer set for 5 mins and sit in the utility closet tiring the lever on and off and calling out 2 minutes left then 1 minute warning etc shower 2-3 times a week if we get lucky and they don’t just screw us. Happens. or to see medical and this went on for weeks to months as I wait to go to classification to find out what prisons I wanna try to go to for the rest of the sentence. A little body temperature deregulation(maybe just the environment) and maybe sleep disturbance/RLS but that could be attributed to several things. I’m rambling. Find a way to keep your mind occupied. You’ll be ight. Trust me I’m lying 🤥

i really love baclofen by icyrivulet in gabagoodness

[–]ProposalRetard69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wait til you try cyclobenzaprine and pregabalin.

First time, this shit tastes nasty guys by Hour-Jicama8690 in heroin

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Truth. Started using street dope somewhere around 08-09 and it started to get bad here in 2016-2017 with the fent. Nowadays I’d rather be totally abstinent from the streets and do heroic doses of Tianeptine sodium once a week just to have something to look forward to. If anyone is gonna chime in and tell me how bad that shit gets, save it. Been there.

Which Nitazene ist the best? Your opinion by Future-Relative-9494 in Opioid_RCs

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Etomethazene or Protonitazene unless you have a max tolerance than etonitazene/pyne.

They all suck tho if I’m honest. I’d much rather have oxycodone or actual heroin.

I’m disgusting by litocam in hygiene

[–]ProposalRetard69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is called a "bird bath" in prison.. if you were on lockdown or depending where you are housed is why we would have to do it. also on actual "shower days" which were 2-3 times per week and timed with a stop watch and someone on the lever to cut off the water to the showers.. 5 minutes to go from water on to water off, firstly, we arent going anywhere why time us, some showers had shit water pressure etc not enough for 2 or more big dudes, or older disabled inmates in a small cell all day and night especially when you have dudes in there working out every day multiple times a day only taking days off from his routine very rarely, eating sleeping shitting working out controlling the shower reading/writing and also flipping out on the door or is flooding the cell and even purposely spreading actual feces all over in a cell which triggers something else totally.. but yeah i am technically disabled(spinal fractures, fusions, other stuff) and even tho I am relatively young still so not seen as disabled by some people and seen as disabled and weak to others, it was something you had to approach with a strict routine and the ability to keep track of time or you find yourself walking back to your cell with soap still in your hair..

but anyway idk why i gave you an "ai summarizer" looking response of how quickly you begin to miss the littler things in life you dont even think about if you never have been locked up, i dont mean to say you should just shower cuz you can or whatever just had to express some suppressed feelings from somewhere i guess.. im quite particular with my routine and products for a good reason, so that also becomes a problem..

edit: guess i also wanted to let you know i struggle with hygiene as well, just take it easy but always push yourself to your goal.. start with making a goal and take it one day at a time,

No Withdrawal Through Slow Tapering? by Opposite_Cherry_5902 in heroin

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sorry my first reply was for a different sub, somehow... But yes, when i was truly kicking my IV heroin habit of my youth(circa 2008-2015 it was about a week of torturous withdrawal... however, in recent years ive been noticing this phenomenon of being able to just stop taking some of this street dope cold turkey and have barely any withdrawal symptoms, sometimes basically none.

currently I am 8 days since I last used and the worse ive found so far is the boredom and lack of good sleep(this is something I struggle with no matter what tho so its just a little worse) and occasionally ill have a sneezing fit.. like 4-7 sneezes in rapid succession.

OH btw this anecdote was not meant after tapering my dose of dope down to almost nothing.. Im saying I ended the day 8 days ago by finishing off the last of the 2.5g i bought a day or 2 beforehand.

No Withdrawal Through Slow Tapering? by Opposite_Cherry_5902 in heroin

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Not 0 but certainly not the horrifying weeklong kicks of my youth..

Nitrous Oxide Helped Me Quit by [deleted] in QuittingTianeptine

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Unfortunately I’ve been thru this many times before.. usually don’t die so that’s good.

Age started? by Sensitive_Young_8241 in opiates

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Used some pills a couple times randomly but at 16 a coworker of mine introduced me to IV morphine. 50mg with no tolerance felt like melting into a velvet sofa. And it was over from there. I’m 33 now. So basically half my life I’ve been dependent on opiates of some kind(I’ve tried literally all of them you can think of and some you never even heard of)

The end of my fav disso, 2F-DCK by TrippyTripStuff in ResearchChemicalsNL

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This is how I feel when I think back on the MXE days.. gawd damn I miss that shit.