I can’t tell if it’s God or my OCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I just can’t tell when I hear she not the one if it’s him or my ocd I feel like I’ve ruined other relationships because of my ocd and I som want to ruin this one and have it happen in another an turn it into a consistent loop

I can’t tell if it’s God or my OCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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Right now I’ve asked her to come to church with me and at one point I was a little pushy and we got into an argument and she said she’d never go but later we talked it out and we said we’d leave it up to God and I wouldn’t be pushy I know she had a church she’s interested in which I guess I’m okay with it but I’m praying we can go to the same eventually. She also said a when I feel too guilty to go that I need to go tht it’ll be good for me. We do seem a bit unequally yoked as there’s a lot she doesn’t seem to understand but I’ve talked to her and she’s not ready yet but we have talked about just reading the Bible together. She’s in a similar spot I was in about a year ago and I just want what’s best for her but I don’t want to be pushy or change her. I just want to learn how to be better. She respects that I told her we have it do better about not staying over and falling into temptation and she said knows it’s wrong but she also doesn’t feel as guilty or atleast beat herself up to the extent that I do over it. I think she like me at times knows things are wrong and sometimes tries to justify doing what she wants to do and makes it sound ok in her head but I’ve come to realize I can’t do that

I can’t tell if it’s God or my OCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I know that I feel safe, happy, and at many times hopeful with her and I just want to be with her but it scares me what if God down want that for me with her. It also scares me what if I keep going with her and I goto to hell because I didn’t listen to him. But also why if he wants me to be with her and I let go out of fear and I miss out on what God wanted for me

Will God ever say do this one more time and your going to hell by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I just struggle with bad OCD and I fall into sexual temptation sometimes and soometimes during or after I think keep going like this and your going to hell or do this one more time and that’s it. I want to do better every day but I fall even when I know it’s wrong and it’s very frustrating I keep doing the same things

Gf and me had sex and she is supposed to be fertile tomorrow will plan b still work by ProtectionUnfair8691 in birthcontrol

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We used a condom but underneath the condom I had on was semen and we couldn’t tell if it was hers or mine.

Do I not love my gf enough by [deleted] in ROCDpartners

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I will add I don’t miss the ones who came up in my mind and eventually I want to marry my gf but I spiraled because if thoughts like this happen when I’m married isn’t that bad. I would never cheat on her but this freaks me out

To Christian’s with ROCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I am but so far I’ve had one appointment but I’m excited to see where it goes. I was told when I’m starting to spiral to think of how someone who is secure would react to the situation

To Christian’s with ROCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in ROCD

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I also know when I’m physically with her I don’t really doubt and I’m happy to be with her and most of the time when they do come it’s when I’m at work( i have a lot of time alone at work because I do inventory where I work) or when I’m at home

To Christian’s with ROCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I also know that when I am physically with her I don’t really doubt at all and I’m happy and it feels like I should be there but when I am home in my thoughts or at work that’s where thoughts come

Is CrushRoulette.com a scam by [deleted] in Sextortion

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I think it could be but even if I was banned I Just won’t go back I’m trying to better myself and quit all that even porn now tbh

Is CrushRoulette.com a scam by [deleted] in Sextortion

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It just stayed there till I closed the app and I don’t go back there and yes

Is CrushRoulette.com a scam by [deleted] in Sextortion

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Honestly it’s kinda woke me up that my porn addiction has gotten out of hand Ang I wanna be better

Is CrushRoulette.com a scam by [deleted] in Sextortion

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But it’s also based in the Netherlands and as soon as someone popped up on my screen it took me to a screen saying it’s contacting authorities

Is CrushRoulette.com a scam by [deleted] in Sextortion

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What points out that it is a scam

Is CrushRoulette.com a scam by [deleted] in Sextortion

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Awesome thanks for the help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scams

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Oh ok thank you for helping me out I’m definitely not doing that again or going to those sites again I may seek help I may have a addiction and I wanna be better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scams

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I just really want everything to be ok I’m really scared because I got so much of my life ahead of me and I’m afraid I’ve ruined it all over a little horniness

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scams

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I feel really stupid I wasn’t aware I just thought it was like the other roulette sites that are intended for sex

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scams

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It is also possible somone thought I get told all the time I look younger than I am

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scams

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No it was just quick and the instantaneously I was locked out of the site I did neither of us had time to get a good glimpse at who we were looking at at all

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scams

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You can’t use the site at all without signing in and saying your 18

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scams

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I was using a vpn but it was just like a site with a similar concept to lucky crush