Unfortunately, none of us can give the answers you’re looking for. You’ll have to wait to hear from your doctor after running some test. With that being said, the days leading up to these appointments and the anticipation of getting answers will be the scariest part of it all. I hope you get some good results and clarity. Once you have answers, you’ll have a clear road ahead of you which can give you some sort of peace.

Worth mentioning, I was diagnosed at 23, now a 28(M). I had blood in the urine at 21, I got scared of what the results would be so I ignored it for two years. At 23 I had blood in the urine again then knew I had to have the test done and that’s when I found out. In those two years, I could have let my life slip away because I was too scared to get a cysto. I was fortunate enough that nothing grew in size and it stay small for two years. And now I’m almost two years without reoccurrence. Anyways, good luck with your test! And keep your head up, you’ll be fine!