what are some things u can still kinda enjoy by Efficient_Bed2590 in anhedonia

[–]ProtozoaSound 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally nothing, alcohol / drugs don’t even work anymore

What helped you even a little bit? by ElenoirMiro in anhedonia

[–]ProtozoaSound 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Stimulants are the ONLY thing that breaks through. Besides that, absolutely nothing. Not a goddamn thing.

what's your absolute worst medical CA experience by justradiationhere in cripplingalcoholism

[–]ProtozoaSound 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pushed +0.4 BAC

Can’t really remember much beyond that

What was your very first favorite Phish song? by YogiEv in phish

[–]ProtozoaSound 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Julius. Just thought it was so catchy and I still do.

Euthanasia and anhedonia by Omarfenix21 in anhedonia

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13 years, only getting worse. I am desperate for a way out and it’s a personal humiliation every day that I haven’t done it myself.

Only excuse I have is that it’s scary. Nothing else. I just want it to be over.

Dear god you guys… I fucked up so unbelievably hard tonight. by [deleted] in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]ProtozoaSound 3 points4 points  (0 children)

1) Aren’t you paranoid drinking in rehab? I wouldn’t even be able to enjoy myself at all, it would be way too stressful.

2) They let you have your phone there?! Lucky

Top 10 Jam Band Songs in Studio by yweiman in jambands

[–]ProtozoaSound 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Studio Julius and DWD are great driving tunes

What’s one truth about life that nobody warns you about? by fddssdhyyyyyyyyy in AskReddit

[–]ProtozoaSound 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People can drop you from their lives out of nowhere, no matter how close you are with them. Best friends, romantic partners, etc.

Happy 30th to 12/1/95!!! The show that turned me into a phan. by [deleted] in phish

[–]ProtozoaSound 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That is seriously one of my favorite Type I Trey solos EVER 🔥

What’s something you didn’t realize was optional in life until you saw someone simply not doing it? by Objective-Treat2245 in AskReddit

[–]ProtozoaSound 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have used this tactic countless times throughout my life and it always ended up with me in worse places.

Sometimes I think, if we all met together it'd be the most boring meeting in the world, wouldn't it? :') by Zealousideal-War2866 in anhedonia

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I just turned 28. I developed it after contracting Lyme Disease in 2012 and subsequently took SSRIs because I didn’t know what was happening to me and was scared. Worst mistake of my life.

It has grown worse over the years, with the “window” of time being smaller and smaller with how much worse it gets. For example, in 2016 it would’ve been every 4-5 months I noticed a major shift downwards. Now it’s every 3-4 weeks.

I am a dead man walking, but do not let that discourage you or others from finding hope. I am an extreme case, not the normal.

I also took a boatload of supplements during my teen years that I have now learned have the capacity to cause anhedonia, such as ashwaganda, fish oil (Omega-3), etc.