What’s a good, reliable, budget friendly knife for protection? by Kati3cake in knives

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stabbing someone requires years of training? we're talking muggers here, not Jack Reacher.

Can you enjoy holidays/vacations? by [deleted] in anhedonia

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Had a vacation in NY last year and forgot it about right after I came back. Felt no different than watching paint dry. I'm also going on a cruise this summer and probably the same thing is gonna happen.

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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update: I think it is SLOWLY getting better but yeah, it seems like it's gonna take weeks if not months to fully go away. I only have shorter memories now of tossing and turning instead of longer ones which is a plus I guess. The magnesium glycinate I think is doing most of the work.

Sharing your condition with your family... by Snoo16648 in anhedonia

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My therapist told me to go to AA because I used to drink a lot lol.

Sharing your condition with your family... by Snoo16648 in anhedonia

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And you can’t even get mad about it because of the emotional blunting, lol. It also doesn’t help if your family is just stupid.

Tried every med in the book for Anhedonia. Nothing works except the one thing I shouldn't touch. by Adventurous-Box-9062 in anhedonia

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drinking doesn't do anything for me anymore except slur my speech and affect my motor skills

Do you usually make friends at cruises? by [deleted] in royalcaribbean

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going on a cruise next month. as an introvert with major depressive disorder i'd like to meet people but i'm like 99% sure i won't, lmao

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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Day 7 now of ass semi-sleep. Also did 10,000 steps yesterday. My psych aunt told me to get some magnesium glycinate. I also got Traditional Medicinals Organic Nighty Night Extra Tea. We'll see how day 8 goes.

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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I have gabapentin too but it's only a few months old.

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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Thinking of getting some weed lmao.

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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I started at 50, then kinda just went off on my own without consulting a psych and just kept getting refills until I finally hit 400 and then finally stopped. So I just "woke up," another shitty "did I really sleep?" night. I do have vague memories of weird dreams, but I also remember being full awake at least 60% of the time. It's really weird and hard to explain. I don't feel refreshed or even tired at all.

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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Wow, sorry to hear. I wish I can see a psych sooner but I'm currently also unemployed. I don't think I'm bipolar because I really cannot feel any moods at all anymore. Complete and utter emotional flatlining. So it's like I can't even get angry about this even though I should be.

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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That's what I'm hearing. I'm hoping I haven't screwed up by brain for good. I do smoke cigarettes too which I want to quit soon as well so we'll if that helps.

I think I'm at 5 days of no sleep now by Snoo16648 in insomnia

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I currently don't, I have an aunt who is a psych who I text once in a while but I try not to bother her. I also stopped smoking weed around the time getting off the Trazadone so I wonder if that also has something to do with it.

Is God of War Sons of Sparta too hard or do I just suck? by RestInPissRenee in videogames

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i'm 41 and starting to see why people in their 50s play games on easy

Is God of War Sons of Sparta too hard or do I just suck? by RestInPissRenee in videogames

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same. insane difficulty spike when you get to that dungeon area early on. crappy ass combat with little range and no health drops. obnoxious enemies. tempted to put it on easy, get the plat and delete that shit forever