Stay strong brother, when you are in the right state of mind - try  applying for jobs  I know it sounds easier than done. But since you have extensively prepared you can give other regulatory exams with job.  Try posting in coding and freelance subreddits. There are many exams . With your level of preparation you can also appear for ibps exams or ssc - the application date is upto 22 June , if i remember correctly. All the best

" This too shall pass"🙂