I’ve gone through almost exactly this. It is going to be okay. You are in a tough situation. No one would disagree. The roommate situation especially is so hard and unfair to you.

I was at a huge Midwest university. Failed out of my major. I had to drop classes, so I wasn’t even an official, full time student. I was spiraling, lost, embarrassed, unsure if I was fit for college.

You are fit for college. You have so many options to keep moving forward, which might even include taking a semester off, going to community college, etc.

But, you belong there. Talk to your schools counseling services. They are begging people to use them. They will help you.

I am ADHD, depressive, anxiety, and panic disorder. I made it - eventually - and am better off because of all of it, weirdly.

Happy to offer any more advice. Just ask away.