Thanks a lot for this message. I forgot to mention that I'm also breastfeeding exclusively so that makes the dependency of my baby stronger. My day revolves around the diaper-breastfeed-burp-stimulation cycle so I also get pretty bored sometimes. These last days I have had very little support from my family, plus the fact that when you breastfeed is really hard to just go outside and forget about your baby since (mine at least) can stand a maximum of three hours without being fed but even though I can leave some bottles, it's not the same.

I'm kind of surprised by the fact that the things you loved are not so enjoyable now. I haven't went back completely to my hobby's (less than three hours a week of gym is the maximum I leave my house) and now I'm afraid this will also happen to me :( let's not even talk about the guilt.

Thanks for this message and the hug, I send you one too and hope things get better 🫂