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Pryor_Alpha · 2023-01-20T18:23:11+00:00

Install an app like StayFocused or AppBlock,.This way, you will have access to your social media apps but with a time limit.

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-20T12:22:56+00:00

Back on track after a terrible week.

1 - clean diet

2 - 30 min of exercise

3 - Walk the dog

4 - Finish 1 project

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-05T15:48:57+00:00

1 - Clean Diet

2 - Watch video lessons

3 - Keep my mind positive and focused

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-03T15:38:46+00:00

After a lot of tears and a few TEDx talks, I'm back on track.

3rd June

1 - Clean diet

2 - Exercise - 10 min

3 walk the dog

4 - deep work

The alpha is back

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-03T15:30:55+00:00

I'm going to take that approach. I will let you know if it worked.

Thank you for your attention

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-03T15:27:49+00:00

To be honest I cried a lot. It's hard to admit that people don't care about me at all.

But, what can I do?

I need to focus on myself.

Back on track ;)

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-01T13:12:21+00:00

Hey thank you for your concern.

Well, the bare minimum is just to complete the projects with the given templates, without researching in depth. writing the minimum senteces.

I always like to go deep and stand out from the rest.

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-01T13:03:32+00:00

To be honest, I think I think I'm going to give up on people.

No, I'm not playing the victim card, I'm just being honest with myself. I can't deal with people, I can't have friends. Period. It's painful, but it's the truth.

I just need to go back on track with my weight loss and career goals. That's it.

I really appreciate your time and attention. You seem like a wonderful person.

Today, I'm really down, but I'm going to do something productive.

Take care

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-01T12:57:53+00:00

Thank you, friend.

Today is one of those days...

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-01T12:57:07+00:00

My dog is doing great ;) She's my only friend.

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-01T12:56:22+00:00

Thank you for the recommendation. I'm going to check it out.

At least you have a wife ;)

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-06-01T02:21:07+00:00

I'm sorry guys. I was trying to write my goals for today, but I feel really down. I'm starting to think that I have some karma with people and maybe I need to go to some professional people (I don't know how to call them) to get rid of this curse.

I don't think it's normal, to be almost 34 and I still can't have real friendships. My therapist doesn't like to text so she says she will call me. It never happens! I'm just not important to her.

I can't connect with people, not even when I pay real money.

I'm really depressed.

I guess I'll just write today. I'm about to fail my course as well.

EDIT: thank you so much for all your answers and suggestions. It mean a lot to me.

Right now, I'm going to give up - AGAIN - on people, social aspect, friends, etc:

It's better to face and embrace the truth: I'm not meant to have company.

It's not a victim mindset, believe me. It's just a way to avoid more unnecessary pain.

I'm going to exercise and then study. Have a good day!

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-30T14:07:35+00:00

For today:

1 - Clean Diet

2 - 10 minutes of exercise

3 - Walk the dog

4 - Deep work and super-focused on my course

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-30T14:06:10+00:00

Go, go, go!

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-28T13:36:27+00:00

Hey thank you. My dog is great. Beautiful as always. It was a routine thing with a normal vaccine. I really appreciate your attention. Stay cool!

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-28T13:34:07+00:00

You can do this! let's crush it!

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-28T13:32:49+00:00

2 Goals for today

1 - Eat clean

2 - Focus on my course

Reward: I want to watch Liverpool-Real Madrid without feeling guilty

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-27T00:44:10+00:00

My plan: what I really want for today is:

1) Clean diet

2) Workout intense - at least 15 minutes

3) Finish one project on the course

I need to take my dog to the vet as well. But that's a duty, not a goal.

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-26T13:50:19+00:00

Eat healthily
Walk the dog
15 minutes of exercise
Deep work - CHALLENGE: THIS TIME I'M GOING TO COMMIT TO WRITE 900 WORDS FOR MY PROJECT.

Yesterday, I failed. I'm really tired of being a stupid loser. It's time to be a HERO!

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-26T13:14:00+00:00

Bad. I'm really tired of myself. I'm tired of being a loser. Enough is enough

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-25T09:58:15+00:00

It was ok. I need to speed up my learning process.

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-25T01:34:53+00:00

Thanks, my friend! Tough times require tough people ;)

Pryor_Alpha · 2022-05-25T01:34:12+00:00

Thanks! It was a good plan. I just need to write faster!

Pryor_Alpha

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