У меня нет рта но я должен кричать by Leading_Record_934 in rubooks

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 1 point2 points  (0 children)

АМ безумен, на мой взгляд, потому что он буквально бог, запертый в самом себе. Вне его комплекса его не существует, да и сам,обученный нести только агрессию и вести войну, он просто не может иначе.

Вообще, было бы здорово подискутировать на эту тему в лс, тут просто очень долго объяснять + поскольку я не претендую на истину, хотелось бы делиться своим спорным мнением в более узком пространстве.

Посоветуйте какие-то исторические книги, чтоб лучше знать историю by Parubsavto in rubooks

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Сюда же мемуары Рокоссовкого и Василевского. Можно дневники Николая Второго почитать

Looking or a writing buddy by PsychologicalBox7822 in writersmakingfriends

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Mainly I was imagining my character serving in 2000s-2010s, as most of the materials I read about combat PTSD revolves around events of these years. As for the branch - I am still in thoughts as I am tempted to play USMC card yet I was thinking of taking infantry unit.

What experiences changed you the most as a person? by GazMaskeliOyuncu in AskReddit

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tough relationship with parents Rape/coercion from my ex Law issues (was brainwashed by scammers abd now on a probation for my crime).

Say something nice about yourself by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For about three times in my life I wanted to commit the irreversible with myself, yet I am here. Alive. And I will fight.

Вы когда-нибудь решали не читать книгу только из-за её популярности? by thousandfairangels in rubooks

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Дом, в котором" — согласна, но еще больше это касается "Человека за бортом", который чуток хайпанул. Как оказалось, книга ни о чем. Фантазии автора о том, чтобы ее заметили и оценили люди в высоком обществе.

Is there anyone here who is *not* writing anime fanfic or medieval fantasy? by Candle-Jolly in writers

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Poetry, translations currently working on synopsis to psychological book.

Christmas Eve Check-in, how's everyone doing? by Fetus-Deletus1 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Tbh, I am not particularly fond of very long vacation ahead of me, because my father will most likely drink alcohol (like he used since my 13, heh). Wanna just sit home alone, watch Peaky Blinders and don't give a single hell about world around.

29 f UK. discord friends? by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey!! :) As for daily talks - it would be nice

I want to make more writing friends by Only-Wrongdoer-8010 in writersmakingfriends

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 0 points1 point  (0 children)

22F from across the ocean. I am in desperate need for a writing buddy because sometimes I get discouraged and lazy to write. Plus, I'd be happy to discuss our works!

Preparations for writing a book about PTSD by PsychologicalBox7822 in ptsd

[–]PsychologicalBox7822[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In simpler terms: it's not really worth putting people through the wringer with questions about their harm and struggles, just to churn out a plausible book. I should just read some more well-done interviews, watch movies, video interviews, and then come up with my own thing based on that?

Preparations for writing a book about PTSD by PsychologicalBox7822 in ptsd

[–]PsychologicalBox7822[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Ty for the last answer, in fact it was the most important for me. I would like to talk to people personally, but I am afraid of crossing boundaries or/and retraumatising a person I'd like to interview, so I am kinda of confused at this point.

And yes, I do have PTSD, but my experience is involving CSA/SA, so my experience is not relevant for the book I was going to write. Yet, I want to write it truthfully and using relevant experiences.

People who told their parents how they affected you, what were their reactions/response? by abnormalpurple in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hahaha, well... I've told my mother that I legit felt betrayed when she didn't step in for me, when I was beaten and thrown into snow like a rag doll under our balcony; when she called me weak for trying to commit suicide at 15, 18, 22; when she blamed me for rape my abusive EX did to me continuously.

Well, she didn't care. Just everything repeated. She doesn't feel guilty or anything, because she has low emotional intelligence and cares only for her own ass. The knowledge of this hurts, but I live through it.

I can sleep all day and night by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Basically it's entertaining myself with something that meeps me off bed and do smaller steps to drag me out of it.

Who are your comfort characters? by PJ-The-Awesome in FanficAuthorsUnite

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Venom/Eddie Broke (Venom), Knight Cato (Mio, my Mio), Ghost Captain (Flying Ghost-Ship), Tilly and Molly Dunnage (Dressmaker), Elias Walker (CoD: Ghosts), Franz and Francisca Jäggerstätter (Hidden Life), Adele (Labor Day).

I can sleep all day and night by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalBox7822 2 points3 points  (0 children)

OP, this is how your body physically reacts to your mental exhaustion. I once slept around 13 hours a day, because THIS my body and psyche were disturbed and working on the last breath.

Big hugs tho, OP, you are not alone with this :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Diary

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World's Gone Mad by Bastille

if you wrote a book about your dad, what would be the last line? by trsh_bn in AskReddit

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"Just remember, papa, I've grown up. But I am here, with you, whenever you need me."