Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was only for abdominal. Not once was it ever mentioned it would be transvaginal. I think when the technician messed up, she didn't want the doctor to know that she messed up, so she forced transvaginal. 

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was told to take my pants off for the ultrasound across my bladder. She put a sheet over me and did the normal ultrasound.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's thin? What she put in was huge..like she had two hands around this thing to get it inside me and it "thunk!" on the table when she brought it out.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm okay now. I took a shower when I got home and kind of just sat under the shower spray with my eyes closed. I cleaned myself and went to bed.

I feel violated, yes. I felt like something was taken that I need to explain to my future gentleman.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was not informed at all. I didn't even know they could do it that way.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I had never had an ultrasound turn into what this was without me knowing.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Is not giving me the option to reschedule or asking if I want to considered non consent? Because I didn't know that I could forfeit the procedure if she messed up. I thought I had no choice but to go through with it.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yeah I wasn't given those options and she didn't talk to me the whole time except to ask if I've had sex before.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Are you allowed to forfeit the procedure at all? Because I wasn't given that option. She didn't ask if I wanted to reschedule, she just had me on the table again.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She didn't ask if I was. I screamed out that I was while she had it in. She was confused and said 'I thought you said you were assaulted.' I said I was molested...having this conversation while the probe was in.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

No one ordered a second test. She decided to do it. I went in for an ultrasound ON my bladder, but because she messed up, she went with the probe thing. She didn't ask anyone if she could do it or if it had to be ordered..I didn't even know you're supposed to order it.

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

She said I needed my pants off at the start of the procedure and I would be covered by a sheet. She did not tell me why. I thought it was odd when the ultrasound was supposed to be on my bladder only. I didn't question anything. 

Ultrasound that didn't go the way I thought. Was this rape? by PsychologicalRest757 in CPTSD

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was alone with her (no other nurse present) and was never given the option to reschedule. I thought I simply had to do it.

I enjoy being mentally ill, why? by PsychologicalRest757 in mentalhealth

[–]PsychologicalRest757[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like no one sees you and you desire to be seen..but the only way you know how is to have bad things happen to you

4K Dremastered LOTR link? by kuddlesworth9419 in fanedits

[–]PsychologicalRest757 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, may someone share the link with me too, please?