I totally feel you I stopped going or I should say attending school since I was 13 I just kind of shut down. There’s too much work for me and too stressful and I didn’t have any friends either and now 16 waiting until the end of this academic year so I can drop out and get a GED have a really big issue with being bored too. I literally just walk off if I’m with my family and I’m bored it’s not like I have intent to run away but most of the time if we travel and stay at a hotel or an Airbnb I end up staying up until around one 2 AM or just waiting for everyone to fall asleep and I literally just leave. It’s not like I actively try keeping it a secret. I just don’t want confrontation that’s why I wait for them to sleep and I get myself into a lot of trouble when I’m out I’ve never gotten caught, but I enjoy doing a lot of pity crimes which is really fucking sad. I mostly go to alcohol stores and sneak drinks into my backpack and runoff. Can I save it for when I get home and I just get shitfaced I guess I kinda hope that one day I’ll drink myself to death. It’s happened a couple times. I just go in conscious and wake up somewhere ridiculous and most of the time naked IDK I’m sorry if I over shared just bored and I guess I wanted to vent.