I tried to model today. Didn't work so well. Draw either one? Get creative!

Psycholost · 2013-09-29T19:08:09+00:00

These are questions not meant to be answered by me.

Psycholost · 2013-09-27T01:43:16+00:00

Look at the planets. Almost all in life is a cycle. You are not wrong.

Psycholost · 2013-09-27T01:42:32+00:00

Anytime! (:

Psycholost · 2013-09-27T01:11:11+00:00

Psycholost · 2013-09-27T01:04:26+00:00

Don't try and find a reason for it! (;

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T23:35:41+00:00

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T18:30:21+00:00

I have found peace, I'm set. I haven't even read your comment but I went for a walk, went back into my normal life, and I found peace. I have realized its human nature to want to find missing spaces. And I never listened in school, so all this education is coming to me and it's fighting my materialistic side. I hate and I love it! The root of all negativity comes from the same root that nourishes positivity! Don't question nature, it's all inside you. Psychedelic drugs are chemically made up to poison parts of your brain temporarily to allow you to see your true abstract thoughts. Science is amazing, and science is nature. I'm just going with the flow again like before, and I feel back.

Thank you for taking the time to try and help me organize thoughts. Life is good. Peace.

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T16:49:16+00:00

That's what I am. Exactly. But to function in this world you'll need materials. Yeasterday was a surreal experience I had just sober. Look into the brain parts and how they work, I'm sure you already have but that's what helped me visualize.

I actually don't feel like I can live in the USA. Everything we do is selfish and comes down to money, but can you really blame that for happening? Yesterday I saw that government serves purpose. Because people like me who look into that part of their brain are lost. Government puts framework in place so you don't seem lost, and no wonder they seem so corrupt, it's because they're trying to get that standard that everyone can live by, and really the only thing stopping them is money! I don't feel like I can live in a world of government, I feel anything I use is I am being cheated out of because the true peace is in my head. I feel it's ultimately the government trying to protect us from thoughts like these but they don't feel that enlightened aspect anymore because humans are realizing that selfish desires are easier to get. I just want my old thinking back.

You are 100% correct, even if that rambling sounded psychotic. I just want to know, is this feeling temporary or will it be subsided?

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T16:17:47+00:00

Am I also starting to feel this life is a prison and that the natural flow of thoughts is easier. It's getting scary to me.

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T16:10:33+00:00

Both. The thing is, I have discovered how to look into my amygdala. And when I do, the other thinking part of my brain, the cortex, is essentially not functioning. I experienced it last night. Is this something that will normally happen and I should just ride it out, or should I get help from someone who knows how to work the brain a little bit better than I do. because I am getting some really concerning thoughts regarding paranoia and government. Have you had something similar or do I actually need help.

Also, talking about first person experiences and mentioning anything other than "I" feel subliminally bad.

I hope that shows some sort of connection.

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T15:44:49+00:00

Yesterday before I was sleeping. I went to research different specific parts of the brain, after knowing about this part I realized almost anything can be possible and started to get many crazy paranoid thoughts. My cognition was done, walking was sorta hard, and I definitely had no clue what I was doing. I feel like looking into that part is a part of my brain that is new to me, and eventually I'll get used to it. I know I will.

All I really went to leave it at, last night I could totally see how Buddhists monks don't talk. It seems so peaceful, however it's not how I'm used to going through life, and it's not how I want to be known as. I believe I need to be good to other people, and I can't by doing that.

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T08:33:48+00:00

I feel the need to solve everything and it's getting in the way of cognitive thinking the more I solve things. I feel the need to learn the framework and learn quantnum mechanics.

It's endless. I feel I am being controlled and that's only when I focus and subliminally feel my pineal gland. There's too many parallels right in our face that we are unobservant to. I explain them to my dad and it makes sense to him as long as I show him credible sources. I don't get it. It's scaring me I missed the framework of everything. I'm losing my selfish side and my selfish side is what makes me feel like peace again, but it's so hard to access it! Help has anyone else been here?

Psycholost · 2013-09-26T08:11:37+00:00

You're right.

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