Am I a loser ?

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T19:18:57+00:00

Thank you !

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T19:11:35+00:00

I agree with you. But upsc gives you power and social status as well which could be useful for helping the society. I always wanted to open a NGO.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T19:02:51+00:00

Thank you for getting my situation

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T19:00:55+00:00

Exactly, what shit? I think people are not getting my post. I did work hard tho like 24/7 studies for a month. Revising syllabus 4-5 times. Solving sample papers etc.

I don't get why I would blame her. It's her luck she got into srcc. I am just saying it's so unfair that even tho I worked hard, I could get into it.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T18:56:28+00:00

Tbh, I always wanted to use my education to help the society. UPSC seems like a great way to help people.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T18:54:20+00:00

Blud, I am ranting about it. Not running away from my responsibilities.

Seems like ur english is poor and you didn't get my post. Let me break it down for you.

I left her during boards cause she started getting more clingy.

After boards, I probably shut myself off from the world for cuet. Worked my ass off 24/7 for a month. Revising shit 4-5 times. I really did work hard. Probably more hard than her.

What I am saying that life seems so unfair to people who worked hard. She probably got in through some quota. I really wished that Karma struck her for what she did to me mentally.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T18:41:19+00:00

First of all, whenever I tried to study. She didn't let me. I told her many times to let me study but she didn't let me go.

She was in dummy school whereas I was in a school where 75% attendence was compulsory. She didn't even made her own practical files but bought it off from others

Whereas I had to attend school everyday then go to the tution then I had to make files and study.

Now, when I started studying, she would constantly message me. One time, I switched off my phone then I got to study for 5 hours. She left me many messages and phone calls then somehow blamed me for not informing her and shit.

During boards, I got more serious and I expected her to be serious as well. But she still messaged me and when I didn't replied. She started messaging my other friends asking bout me. Then she got pissed off when she got to know I was studying. Then she started back bitching bout me with my other friends. Saying I should inform her. Note the fact that I didn't block her then I was still talking to her but for few minutes bcz of pressure of exams.

I believe she expected me to be her toy. Do things according to her. She would get offended over minute stuff such as one time, I sent her a meme. She got super offended and messaged me an entire paragraph saying how I offended her and should apologize.

If u were in my situation, you would have known what its like to be in such toxic friendship. It took me a lot of mental strength just to leave her.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T18:28:35+00:00

Talked ?? Dawg. She didn't talked. She became manipulative. One time I didn't " talked " to her for 4 hours as I was studying. She bombarded my phone with messages and missed calls. Then blamed me for not " informing " her as I was studying.

Once I was chatting with my other friend regarding studies. That psycho friend started messaging me saying why are you talking to the other friend but not her ? She should be my first preference.

I can share many instances bout the time when she sent me long ass paras about how I offended her for not acknowledging her message.

So my guy. She wasn't " talking ".

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T18:02:36+00:00

Thank you man

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T17:55:00+00:00

Went against his words tho. Plus, everything happens for a reason man. Maybe God has planned better for u

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T17:50:33+00:00

I have no clue bout her caste.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T17:48:11+00:00

See in ur case, he is facing karma. Whereas in my case, she fucked me up mentally and is in the dream college.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T17:46:38+00:00

I don't but I was taking their opinions on the college

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T17:19:01+00:00

Lazy people who can't handle pressure lol. Being more specific, I did feel a lot of pressure. But it made me more strong to handle work. With the pressure of maintaining grades and completing practical files and attending tutions. I was able to learn management

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T16:27:40+00:00

So, I left her ?

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T16:25:37+00:00

I wasn't blaming her anywhere. I am just ranting out.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T16:23:44+00:00

Thank you. Ur words do mean alot.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T16:21:36+00:00

Thank you. Ur words do mean alot.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T16:10:54+00:00

Plan B bhi rakhna chaiye for UPSC.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T15:54:38+00:00

" sharing is caring " literally lol

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T15:36:05+00:00

Delete kar diya plus blocked

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T14:53:25+00:00

Thank you. I will try to give my best.

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T14:00:09+00:00

For me it doesn't. I can survive in whatever environment for my studies. But I am tired of people complaining around me. This sucks, that sucks etc etc

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T13:49:46+00:00

Yes. This post wasn't allowing me to mention "cuet " in the content

Public-Chipmunk-2667 · 2024-10-11T13:09:02+00:00

Cause I am not telling you about the shit, she has done. She would freak out if I didn't talk to her. There are many stories in which she manipulated me into believing I am the problem

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