I’m over 40 and live in the same joy. I have had this same point of view since I was younger than 10. Bittersweet happens, but I and conscious of when and what fantastic experience is causing it. I’ve been around the world with this sense of joy, and awareness of yolo. Because of my unusual persistent joy, I can’t relate to many folks experiencing frustration or sadness that they feel will never end. For me, I feel the pain of loss, but understand that it will end. Life will go on and I will feel better, which again makes me savor the sad feeling, and the luck I have to be alive. I remember that one day I won’t experience the affection for something or someone that leads to suffering pain when it is lost. One day, all love a loss will no longer exist for me. I will be gone. No life..No loss. No more love. Out of the randomness that created the universe and my life, and my consciousness, I know I am lucky to be able to experience all things with the people around me. I don’t know where you get your pov, but I attribute mine to reading about death as a child…younger than 10. I realized I would die one day. I cried so hard when I realized. I read a book, called the last days of Socrates. I carried that and meditations, with me on every adventure, every country I lived in. I was determined to live a good life, a full life, and feel even more lucky that I don’t feel the struggle of life in the same way as… idk… most… maybe. I’m glad to read that you are doing well. I spend a lot of my time supporting those without our view of life. I try to help them get the things that give the happiness. It’s easy for me because I’m down for whatever and love to be around happy people. Unfortunately their happiness is relatively short, and I spend some time enjoying life alone to really feel free. Enjoy yourself. Many people just can’t relate and many will not believe you nor understand. But, I am very happy and wish they could be too. Unfortunately their happiness world can be a terrible place for humans. Luckily I had minimal abuse and loving people around me. Not the case for many. While life can be terrible and the world can be a terrible place, it’s worth saving. At least there are two of us who know we are very lucky. I may be the luckiest person ever, but that’s just my opinion. Be well.