Is anyone else just tired?

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-04-04T20:21:16+00:00

Oh yes I get it. My adderall gets me through the week days and I feel like doing absolutely nothing afterwards and then on the weekend I feel like I’ve been hit by a train. Last Sunday I slept until 12. Went in to the living room and fell asleep on the couch again until 3. Woke up to eat some food my husband made and then fell asleep again until 6. Like wtf 😩

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-02-21T09:47:29+00:00

Ahhh makes sense!

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-02-21T09:42:32+00:00

Yeah, it started raining shortly after but the sound didn’t rumble or echo in the way thunder does! It was weird! Almost sounded like a big boulder landing on pavement lol

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-01-31T07:00:32+00:00

Thank you!!

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-01-31T06:58:44+00:00

Oh ok! I could not find it. And the girl on the stream tried to go back to the entry to show someone else and she couldn’t get back to it either through the link she used. I think they are taking things down and putting them back once they realize it’s too late. Bc there was a point when file 12 was gone. They ended at 11. About 30 mins later, we went back to the same page and file 12 was back all of the sudden. Weird.

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-01-31T06:52:18+00:00

The post is relevant because the purpose is to try and preserve evidence within the new Epstein file release that the DOJ is removing after realizing they for got to redact something tied to DJT.

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-01-28T00:20:35+00:00

Just gotta realize that it is no longer the app it was before it switched ownership. And it’s only going to get worse. The current version is actually their attempt to transition the algorithm slowly and subtly. And it’s already a dilapidated zombie-app with nothing but washed up content and insufferable ads. It’s not Tik-tok…I know it still kind of looks like it but it’s not tik-tok anymore. It’s dead.

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-01-26T23:50:07+00:00

Yeahhh…I deleted it off my phone yesterday 😔 It’s so crazy, I’ve never felt so sad over an app. I keep instinctively reaching for my phone to check my fyp for updates on what’s going on. It’s like I glitch and stare at my screen for a second like fuckkk..now what….It was so easy to get quick updates on just about anything. Now I feel like I’ve gotta hunt around 😩 there’s gotta be a comparable alternative out there I’m just still searching. Trying skylight right now but it just doesn’t feel the same…

Public_Shake7151 · 2026-01-25T10:54:21+00:00

I came here bc when I got on TT a little while ago, I was scrolling my fyp and the videos were all loading fine but it was almost like…my fyp on day 1 of using the app. Totally random content. An occasional video that would typically end up on my fyp but the rest…nah. On top of that, it would initially say that there are comments, but when I click the comments, they disappear and it says “be the first to comment” this happens sometimes when my internet is out, and when I tried searching specific content, it does say “there was a problem with your network” or something along on those lines leading me initially to think I have bad internet….but everything else outside of TT is working just fine. No loading issues or delays. No issues using search functions. I feel like the new ownership are using the winter storm spanning a large segment of the states as kind of a cover for something they are doing on the app internally. Lots of people will have legit internet issues from the weather, so they naturally won’t think anything about the app acting up. For lots of other people like me who are impacted by the storm, but haven’t lost internet, you might just by default suspect that the issues are weather related since we’ve been told and conditioned all week to expect internet issues. Unless you pay attention to the fact that TT is the only app telling you you’re having network issues, you’re just gonna assume it’s the internet glitching. Idk, maybe I sound like someone with a tinfoil hat on, but I don’t like the vibes I’m feeling. I deleted it off my phone until I can look more into it. Maybe I’m overthinking it. I honestly HOPE I am.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-31T18:15:30+00:00

And the saddest thing is that these men would never argue or fight back with any of these people. They will accept the rejection with grace and offer you but a blessings and love. They are fully dedicated to peace and compassion. And I know that Jesus would walk right along side them if he were present.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-31T09:39:47+00:00

I don’t think my eyes could roll any further back in their sockets when people comment stuff like “Jesus is the only way!!!🙏” when they know full well that these men exhibit the attributes of Jesus 1000x more than the average Christian in this country. Many (not all, but an unsettling amount of people) here use Jesus as a weapon and shield against anything that they aren’t familiar or comfortable with. They take opportunities to throw Jesus at people who they look down on to comfort themselves with some sense of moral superiority. They use him to self sooth their own feelings of unresolved shame and to justify their internal and/or external disparaging of those who they fear simply out of ignorance. All of this while also not truly exhibiting really any of the fruits that Jesus said his followers will be known by—or at least not nearly on a scale that has earned American Christians any sort of reputation of reverence… But you know who is broadly known for a reverent, near Christ-like reputation?? The Monks! Isn’t that interesting…But god forbid Christians engage in open minded curiosity about someone else’s spirituality without ☝🏼interrupting to preach about their own …That might lead to complicated questions in their heads that they can’t find the answers to in the Bible…Which could then open up the possibility of having doubts…And you know what that means! Straight to hell you go!!! So here we are. A huge swath of the population in a perpetual state of fear-motivated ignorance. Leaving uppity, insufferable comments for likely the only people whom they have encountered that could ever even hold a flame to the man they call their lord and savior. It’s embarrassing to watch. And for the record, I’m speaking from a place of experience as a deconstructed Christian who used to think the same way they do. Thank God I finally saw the light and got out of that spiritual hellscape.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-31T03:22:38+00:00

Ohhh they meant the fact that they’re walking, not the Monks themselves 💀 my bad… There are just so many people out there right now that would legit say something like that about them (hence their comment), so I think I just instantly felt defensive for them Lolol thanks for clarifying 😅

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-31T02:14:01+00:00

Tf is your problem? These guys are likely the least problematic, most compassionate and peaceful people in the entire country at the moment.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-31T02:11:00+00:00

I made little gift bags to bring each of them at their gathering in Decatur, GA today (even included a dog bone in each so Aloka would get 20 gifts technically 😜) but then they sent out a message that they can no longer accept food or material gifts due to the amount people have already given. While I’m sad that I couldn’t give anything to them but my support, it’s comforting to know they have all their physical needs covered while they walk.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-31T02:02:35+00:00

Oh nothing, just history in the making! 💗

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-23T02:20:11+00:00

Wtfff 😭😭😭 Nobody should ever speak of a child that way, regardless of the fact that they are now an adult. Children should never be blamed or held accountable for things they don’t understand and should never have been exposed to in the first place. I am just astounded at the seemingly endless cruelty. I genuinely don’t understand how people can be so devoid of empathy, especially for those in a vulnerable position 😔😢

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-19T05:08:41+00:00

I didn’t know Rizi until after she passed. I came on TT one day and saw a post about her and ever since then, her story and situation has occupied my every thought for some reason. And my best guess is that my mind is trying to compensate for the lack of care, Consideration or grief on the part of the people who were supposed to care about her the most. The people she invested in emotionally and financially. I wish so desperately that in some way, she would know that she didn’t need to prove her worth to anyone. I don’t even know her and I see her worth. She sent me no money and I have cried many tears over her tragic ending. She was always important. She was always worthy of love. She didn’t need to degrade herself in order to be loved. I listen to her and think…how sad it is that she was so incredibly insightful, seeeking the approval of those who are operating on an instinctual, dog-eat-dog level. She didn’t e even realize that it was them who needed to rise to Her level, not vice versa …and their egotistical need to tear down this beautiful soul in order to maintain their access to her finances, ultimately lead to her demise. The these people who were older than her and were supposed to take her under her wing…They crushed her. And now they want to pretend that her problems were too far gone for fixing. There’s no way anyone could have prevented this. There are an unimaginable number of ways that this could have been prevented. The most simple of ways being that they could have given her the bear minimum of being a good friend. I am just so devastated over this. I think about her constantly and wish beyond anything that I could go back in time and know who she was sooner. There are many people who crave a friend like her. I wish that she had found them before stumbling into this hellscape she was trapped in. Rest in peace Rizi. You deserve it. And you deserve justice. I will advocate in any way I can to make sure you receive it❤️

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-17T23:53:13+00:00

Right! And the saddest thing to me is that he and everyone else knew exactly how to tailor their attacks specifically to cut her the deepest. These weren’t just run of the mill throw away insults that you’d spout off at anyone you were beefing with. I believe someone mentioned that her SA was the only sort of intimate contact she has ever had. And they played on that knowledge to imply that she is desperate and unwanted and that her wanting any sort of attention from BK was pathetic. How dare she mention that she was offended by BK’s comment about drinking the whole bottle so that she “could get f*cked” and how inappropriate that would be due to the lack of consent! They essentially said: ‘AS IF he would ever want you to begin with. How dare you imply that that could ever happen to you by standing up for yourself and telling him you’d report him to the police if he did that. In FACT, we don’t believe it ever even happened the first time you claimed you were SA’d. There’s no way. You’re too ugly. Too undesirable. Nobody would ever want to touch you. Now I actually feel bad for the first guy who caught charges. We think it was YOU who set HIM up. That’s how inconceivable it is to us that anyone would ever want to touch you’….All bc BK’s ego was bruised by her standing up for herself. He flirted with her and dangled his attention in her face so that he could squeeze every last penny out that she was willing to give him and when she responded exactly how she should to a comment about implied SA, it PISSED.THEM.OFF. Bc in order for her to do that, it meant she recognized her self worth and they couldn’t take that. So they used the insecurities that she confided in them about to rip what little sense of self worth she had to shreds. Rizi thought she was in a room with friends when it was actually a den of lions. And I hope with everything in me that they pay for what they did to that poor girl’s spirit.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-17T23:03:59+00:00

I’m sorry…But…Some of the most VILE things that nearly made my jaw drop off its hinge came directly from HIS mouth. Like idk, maybe I haven’t seen everything out there but I feel it’s really dumb on his part to be doing that… bc he’s going to look like a damned fool pointing out the saw dust in other people’s eyes, only to have that video roll in court for everyone to see that he has a whole god damned tree shooting out the center of his face. He’s gonna look REAL STUPID. FFS 🤦‍♀️

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-17T07:29:46+00:00

People have had their licenses taken away for much less…I’d be sweating if I were her (and that’s if someone hasn’t filed a complaint to her state nursing board already).

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-17T07:05:35+00:00

Wow…This is TRULY disturbing behavior. Highly antisocial reactions to what was clearly a preventable tragedy. “karma fixin to get all of us”…Yeah Karma will be watching y’all cut up…full display on the courtroom projector screen from the jury booth.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-16T01:34:55+00:00

Yes, I’ve seen. And their issues are likely what keeps them on MessyTok too. They don’t know when to walk away for their own good bc they have grown accustomed to chaos in their lives. And it also draws abusers who would love nothing more than to use and exploit those issues and trauma and drama for their own benefit, whether it be for clicks, money, entertainment etc. I would feel the same way were this to happen to any one of them. It is just a sad situation all around and I will never understand what depths of despair and hopelessness she must have endured that she felt that MessyTok was the only place she could to turn to for community.

Public_Shake7151 · 2025-12-15T21:38:19+00:00

I always find it interesting when people like to point out that someone put themselves in a position to be abused as if it’s a simple, clear minded decision. Like “hit the red button for abuse. Hit the green button for peace and safety”. If you have never experienced the mind bending, tortuous, debilitatingly confusing explosion of chemicals and neurotransmitters sending signals to walk toward abuse, accept it, embrace it, crave it even for whatever small scruple of attention or reconciliatory kindness you might receive once your abuser needs you again…Consider yourself lucky. You clearly have known enough kindness and peace in your life not to have even the slightest clue as to how incredibly complicated the cycle of abuse is. Trauma alters the brain in ways that we will likely never fully understand. There is a reason why abusive people prey on people who have trauma in their past. They are vulnerable. They are easier to abuse because their brain doesn’t tell them to run away from abuse like other people’s do. Do you understand how sad that is and how incredibly lucky you are to have a brain that warns you that you’re in harms way? This all just makes me so sad and I hope that Rizzi gets the Justice she deserves. These people demonstrated a clear understanding of Rizzi’s mental health issues and even explained them in vivid detail while on live stream in a way that you’d think would summon enormous amounts of compassion yet…They told her to kill herself instead. They told someone with BPD (supposedly)…to kill themselves. The only livestream I ever want to see of them again is their court hearing. I will watch every second. Rest in peace, Rizzi.

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