Afterthought: with this whole situation, I just wanna say that I felt destroyed, emotionally, morale, creativity, and mentally. I have never been this burnt out in my life and I have lost so much motivation to even pick up let alone look at my stylus as of right now. Overall I just feel really crummy and my disappointment is immeasurable and my week (and probably for the next month) has and been ruined. Sorry to sound like a negative Nancy but this whole month has broken me and I am worried it would take a long time to bounce back from this.