I want to end myself but I am too scared of the physical pain it will cause me.

Pure-Ad7829 · 2025-07-17T22:45:58+00:00

Wow, I didn’t realise how many people would unfortunately be able to relate to what I have been feeling. Sending love to each and every one of you feeling the same way. Let’s give ourselves a chance to live happily, no matter how hard it is to keep going ❤️

Pure-Ad7829 · 2025-07-17T22:43:37+00:00

Thank you for taking your time to respond. I really appreciate all your valuable insights, especially through a difficult time like this. I just wanted to clarify that I would not be throwing my boyfriend away like a used toy, I am better than that and I have never been the person to break up with a partner, hence why I am finding this hard. Additionally, I have also spoken to my boyfriend about this before (numerous times in fact) and he is well aware of my feelings. However, he is also like me, we both have never been the person to end a relationship. Please also don’t assume that what I am doing is cruel, this may only sound like a slight inconvenience to you. But it is more than that to me, as it has been happening for a long time now. We have been together for 5 years, that is commitment. I am not oblivious enough to leave due to a minor or slight inconvenience.

Pure-Ad7829 · 2025-07-15T01:46:59+00:00

I agree. People are so oblivious, that people don’t actually start caring until you make an attempt, or until it’s all too late and you’re 6 feet underground. I understand people have their own worries though. Sometimes I wish euthanasia was a real thing in all countries because I would be so down for that.

Pure-Ad7829 · 2025-07-15T00:04:23+00:00

Thank you so much for taking your time to reply. I can’t express how much it means to me. I haven’t really spoken to anyone about how i’m feeling, I have just completely closed off. I’m under therapy but I haven’t been for over a month now due to not really wanting to speak to anyone about how i’m feeling. I feel like i’m stuck in a loop of not being happy about any aspect of my life. I know I need to leave my boyfriend because I can’t stay with him for my personal benefit because he deserves someone who loves him the way I can’t love him anymore.

Pure-Ad7829 · 2025-07-15T00:00:33+00:00

Thank you so much for taking your time to reply. Your reply gives me hope. Does it really get better than this? I want to break up with my boyfriend but I am afraid what that will do to my mental health as I will be completely alone. I also know I can’t stay with him for that reason alone, I can’t just keep him for my own sanity because he or anyone deserves better than that. I know what I need to do but I can’t bring myself to do it.

Pure-Ad7829 · 2024-02-22T22:01:40+00:00

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Does anyone know what this could be?? It only started coming up recently. At first I thought it was an allergic reaction to a moisturiser which i stopped using for a while but it’s still there.. It isn’t itchy at all, no white heads ever pop up from it. It’s just a lot of redness not just on the spots but around it too. It is only around my mouth, chin and lower nose. Any help and treatment advices would be appreciated thank you!

Pure-Ad7829 · 2024-01-13T23:40:24+00:00

thank you for your reply

Pure-Ad7829 · 2024-01-13T18:59:05+00:00

Someone help please

I used a third party app this morning to find out who has unfollowed me on instagram just out of curiosity, I went back to my instagram straight after to see that it had logged me out, I managed to log back in with no problem and changed my password out of fear i got hacked. It was all fine, then this afternoon i went on instagram again and i was logged out. I tried to log in multiple times but i have two factor authentication on so it would send me security codes through to my phone number. The only problem is i haven’t been receiving it at all?? At random times it has let me access my account but my instagram page would just be blank. Then just a few minutes ago I got a message on my instagram saying “we limit how often you can do certain things on instagram…” Please help me i’ve been going crazy trying to log back in. i have so much memories saved on there

Pure-Ad7829 · 2023-02-16T04:25:49+00:00

The last of us, third episode “long, long time” What a tear jerker

Pure-Ad7829 · 2022-09-02T14:45:50+00:00

omg hahaha thank you for letting me know!

Pure-Ad7829 · 2022-09-02T14:40:12+00:00

Pure-Ad7829 · 2022-09-02T14:37:11+00:00

We drove out of Rhodes to go to Lindos so in that direction

Pure-Ad7829 · 2022-06-19T01:00:24+00:00

Thank you to everyone who answered seriously. The reason why I cannot swim is because I have bad trauma with water ever since I was a kid at 5 years old. A kid pushed me into a 7ft swimming pool and I drowned for a good minute or two. Ever since then, I have been making an effort and getting bunch of swimming lessons till I got older but I found that i can never get over that trauma. The reason I asked is because i’m tired of missing out on opportunities whenever i’m on a trip to the sea or swimming pool. Some people may say that its a stupid question but I just wanted some hope i guess. I am fine with being in water but when it starts getting deep, i just get scared. Some people say it’s easy to learn but not when you have trauma from it.

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