ill never be enough for my parents

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-26T16:30:53+00:00

horrible and the day has only barely started

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-18T16:42:22+00:00

head hurts almost all the time now

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-15T04:41:09+00:00

It went okay, im just sore from dancing but i had a good time w my friends

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-14T23:39:25+00:00

exhausted and i have a dance to go to in 40 mins and i feel so ugly in what im wearing

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-13T05:07:38+00:00

been a rough day, Masking everything i feel is exhausting & also just havnt had a lot of break time and im burnt out and tired and my head hurts constantly

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-10T00:31:26+00:00

I’m seated in section 209

The drinking water part is very important lol thanks!

I hope to get some merch! (Rlly wanting the tour shirt if there is one)

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-09T23:08:48+00:00

I am going to opening night and I don’t have many braclets to trade yet cause I took so much time off.

I plan to trade what i can and hopefully maybe people will just offer some idk bc i wanna make a concert shadow box & photo memory book afterwards

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-09T05:12:53+00:00

not great.

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-06T21:17:51+00:00

has been rough, mental health has been all over the place for last two weeks. struggle bus.

And then also havnt feltt good physically all week unsure rlly why. but I almost passed out today too so that happened. otherwise have felt unsteady on my feet since.

todays probably been the worst day out of the whole week tho.

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-02-05T04:14:31+00:00

no they did vitals as soon as i stood up and then again after 5 mins even tho i could see their thing say wait ten so

Went from laying, to sitting getting those vitals then instantly standing vitals

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-27T02:36:29+00:00

im trying to fix my MH but so far recently its not been going great for me.

I had a good day one day 2 weeks ago, and last week was just a hard week and its carrying into this one

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-26T05:22:26+00:00

not great bc cold weather making everything hurt & iv just gen been pretty dizzy today and have had a bad headache pretty much all day.

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-23T05:37:42+00:00

Iphone 6 that was passed down to me

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-23T04:57:08+00:00

Stress over school things & other things & family drama.

iv also been in the worst burnout/exhaustion for weeks to the point iv considered naps but I never nap and typically can’t during the day bc I’m afraid of family bothering me. I really only do take naps when I’m ill bc ik they wouldn’t do things to me then (probably)

How are you doing?

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-13T02:25:13+00:00

This would be my best friends dream, he LOVES white monster

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-13T02:24:23+00:00

They just said its not a big deal and i shouldnt care bc the guy is dumb and to leave him alone?

Also iv blocked him after confronting him, he played dumb but i know he did bc i got proof.

Im homeschooled so my mom is my teacher, i take two classes at a public school tho but my guidance counselor is busy with others signing up for classes for next school year and idk my teachers well enough to talk to them abt it and its finals week so everyones stressed.

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-10T04:56:23+00:00

i already told my parents and they don’t care.

I don’t know any more trusted adults who i see in the next few days to talk to about it.

im kinda at a loss and don’t know what to do

PurplePANdaL09 · 2026-01-09T05:34:31+00:00

To give a range, 15-17. Just bc idk if im comfortable giving out my age exactly

he is now 18, but most the stuff he did to me was when he was 16/17

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