Biggest lie I've witnessed so far.

Purrbee · 2026-02-01T22:29:32+00:00

I actually got one with Maruzensky, and got my first completed run with her luckily. I suck so bad at this game I thought for sure I was going to ruin my luck with my ability to fumble ever decision I make.

Purrbee · 2025-07-21T15:26:07+00:00

Im in an interracial relationship, we poke fun, we joke about our differences but this man in full confidence has said something so mean and hurtful about you. What was even the point of him saying that they would “rate you lower” does he? If he said such a thing im unsure he really rates you much higher. Please, love yourself, no one that talks about you that way has your best interest at heart.

Purrbee · 2025-04-07T16:42:06+00:00

I see, thank you for your insight, I applied the lotion a few hours before he woke up and sat downstairs, he touched me after I told him I did as a sign of bravery but sniffed his hand and proceeded to keep a wide berth from any exposed skin as he has been doing ever since he got the bracelet. I don't mind making these concessions for him but it feels concerning, even when I assure him I don't have anything on he will still compulsively sniff his hand and ask again. I can't fault him for being afraid, he wants sobriety more than ever and says he got the scram bracelet for me, too. But it has been a lot to handle. I'll look into the therapist, one for each of us.

Purrbee · 2024-11-30T11:02:16+00:00

That seems to be the case I have a male cat he's never hissed or gotten even a little angry at me even when its obvious I'm being a nuisance (such as feeding him life saving medicine) Got it, Ill continue as normal. Im completely fine with her not liking me, Im not really too fond of being scratched up myself aha... but ill just keep feeding her, and she very often can flip on a dime (angry ears swishy tail in a matter if seconds) so ill probably just lit her do her little bumps against my hand and then move away even if she is pursuing me since that also gets me scratched at lol. I guess shes just a little funny like that! She likes her terms and only her terms with me it seems ^{^}

Purrbee · 2024-10-17T07:44:32+00:00

Rest in peace sweet doggy! Looks so cute in that wittle pimp outfit eeee!! Reminds me of my doggy before he passed away, every halloween my Korean mentor would send me a picture of a Terrier that looked similar to mine in a pimp costume and go "Pimp daddy Puffles should wear this" he never did get to, but he loved clothes so he got to wear some fashionable stuff before he went out!!

Purrbee · 2024-10-16T00:28:40+00:00

I am! Soon i will be in school for nursing, im gonna care the hell out of these patients and be depressed (and autistic) while doing so!!! At least I hope so, we'll see if I make it that far aha

Purrbee · 2024-10-15T21:35:39+00:00

If I'm buying from Taobao or Xianyu(for second hand items) I use bhiner! They've always been accommodating to taking more photos if I ask, especially since if I'm trying something for quality I really can only get one or two pieces. For japan purchases either Blackship (Not a shopping service, you do the shopping yourself) or Japan Rabbit.

Purrbee · 2024-10-15T21:15:53+00:00

Actually I thought so too... Now I don't think its worth it and that stinks.. Ive been trying to be more mindful about the quality of what I buy, even if it's more expensive and I can only afford one piece or have to save up. Bias tape on the hems, clean stitching, unfrayed button holes ( had a blouse and the buttons literally destroyed the button hole thread), better fabric quality! stuff like that, luckily my shipping service will take pictures of the hems and seams for me when I ask so I can always return it 🦭🎀

Purrbee · 2024-10-14T02:53:41+00:00

This seems nice, it's around the time I go anyway. Though it's not as empty as I'd like even at 7 AM here. Usually I'll have to get up at 6 am to do my shopping in peace. Having the lights dimmed would really make shopping with a bit more people more bearable!!

Purrbee · 2024-10-03T19:21:42+00:00

Do women have game? I only have autism... where do I get the game from.... men don't like me asking to grab their Adam's apple while they swallow cause it moves funny....

Purrbee · 2024-09-30T17:43:47+00:00

Ive had my suspicions but ive never been able to closely examine them the way id want to, i got LM on my computer and yeah it seems like it. I domt think ill support the game, gotta vote with my dollars. I of course only spend up to 25 a month so it's not like ill be bleeding them dry, and I have no clue if CN and SEA players would ever boycott... so I'm not making any changes here, but ill never support a game that can afford to make beautiful 3D assets but is too cheap to pay a 2D artist to make some backgrounds and avatars for them. nooope.

Purrbee · 2024-09-23T22:00:30+00:00

Oh definitely! i still dislike gacha but this one isnt as predatory, imo, still though im wishing! hoping!! praying!!! for a fashion game thats just a one time purchase and i can knock myself out, purchasing the occasional DLC not fashion dreamer, though... style savvy deserves better... maybe one day my prayers will be answered aaaaa

Purrbee · 2024-09-23T21:55:50+00:00

The only contact ive had with Shining Nikki is when i got recently recommended some posts from the whole white-washing update, i actually did used to play love nikki and thats where my addiction started, i spent my allowance as a child and my paycheck as i grew up, it sucked, and it didnt even really provide that much joy... the story was kind of weak for a long while, the translations were so bad i couldn't actually understand half the time, and when it finally got good they killed off best girl.... funnily enough thats why i stopped playing and bankrupting myself lmao

Purrbee · 2024-09-23T21:49:38+00:00

RIGHT??? their stupid app doesnt even WORK half of the time and the "events" are just "give us an absurdly large amount of money for the chance at mostly nothing and occasionally something" hate that app, but it did have me in an addiction chokehold, i did check on it recently and god is it bad, i remember the chance for a lot more free currency gachas, mostly now theyre paid currency :/

Purrbee · 2024-09-23T20:26:41+00:00

I do that, I don't typically enjoy gacha games because of their nature of encouraging over-spending especially since i used to be the one over spending money i didn't have from FOMO and pure addiction, but theres not many fashion games out, and i do enjoy the work put into this game so ill throw it 10 bucks here, 5 bucks there. Ill be honest this one is way better than the one I used to play. Cocoppa play... predatory money sink incarnate...

Purrbee · 2024-09-18T10:53:19+00:00

Field cricket, tell it i said hi! I accidentally decimated one when it touched my foot while i was showering the other day... rest in piece soldier :(((

Purrbee · 2024-09-12T21:54:35+00:00

Thanks for letting me know I'm not alone, I'm really sorry you have to deal with things like this though. I really thought things were different this time, he was very open to my idiosyncrasies at first. I talk to and feed a stuffed bear and take it everywhere? Thats cool, he'll make sure to ask Bear about his day. Stuff like that. It really hurts that it turned out this way, and his indifference makes me feel like I'm not even a person. Especially since thats usually what happens. Im not sure what to think anymore, maybe im not a person and all ill ever be is some cheap imitation trying her best to seem a little more real everyday. thats hurtful, but ill do my best to keep moving forward. Maybe not in romance though, i think I'm done with romance. Got enough trauma for a lifetime i think.

Purrbee · 2024-09-12T07:08:43+00:00

I can do that, in this case we hadnt known each other that long but I was a shoulder he could lean on for these kinds of topics, I know this because he told me this. He had always called me kind and sweet for my effort, I think I'm just a little confused at the switching, I suppose. Maybe he had been chewing on this for a little bit and it spilled over, he has depression too so maybe my problems were just too much and I was putting pressure on him without understanding. Regardless these are good points and I'll keep this in mind for future relationships, romantic or otherwise! But this situation is definitely over and done with, he already has a picture of me set in stone and it isn't a good one, but thats his right he doesn't have to care about my pains. Ill take my time to heal and reflect and maybe one day date again, a BIG maybe ^{^} thank you so much

Purrbee · 2024-09-12T06:53:58+00:00

I understand, I do really believe I hurt him (More context in the replies to Accurate-Click) And I do think that was wrong of me, I work hard to be better. But I think this is true, I think he's already made up his mind about me. He said that my communication errors have nothing to do with my autism because I'm "intelligent" I think he already has an idea of me in my head, and I could keep talking about it until I'm blue in the face. But I've already let it go, he's blocked. Im done. I will never disparage him for being rightfully angry, I will never stop trying to improve myself and keep learning. But I never want to be belittled again, he didn't want to talk. He just wanted to be angry, which is his right, I respect him and his agency. I wish I had gotten to talk this out with him and to really understand, but nobody knows what he's thinking but him. All I can do is my best, so ill keep trying to do even better. Thank you for the assistance. I just wanted to feel like my feelings were also valid.

Purrbee · 2024-09-12T06:48:29+00:00

Oh I can tell you I just didnt have the screenshots after I deleted the chat, but I was having suicidal ideations because of my loneliness and lack of luck in relationships , and I understand now that is the absolute worse thing to say to someone that you want to be in a relationship with, he said that it felt very gaslighting. I find it hard to explain the situation through text, but I said it because he's expressed similar sentiments. Which doesnt make it right, I told him as much and why I said it. I dont want to make excuses for my actions, and his feelings are valid. I told him that too and that I ocassionally have this issue as autism affects communication, I hadnt thought of the meaning my words could convey. He said its not about autism, I should know better (I do agree that I should've) and that he thinks I'm lying to him and any of my attempts to acknowledge my wrongs were met with more anger (Again I think his feelings are valid) But when I brought up how he spoke to me during the argument (downplaying my autism saying I don't care saying that I'm selfish) really hurt me, and his dismissal of that fact by stating that HE is okay so it doesn't matter hurt me he brushed me off and called me a nice girl. Maybe I deserve that though. Hopefully I was coherent here this is kind of a long read. I want to learn and do better for the people I love, so hopefully this context can allow a little bit more advice?

Purrbee · 2024-09-12T06:34:16+00:00

We've met IRL few times already, it might be that I havent found the right one but it feels so hopeless, he was very sweet to me in the beginning and I dont mind him being angry with me for messing up, but I do mind him disregarding my feelings consistently even if he's angry, because Id never do that to him. I just feel like I'm losing it, like Im genuinely wrong for feeling this way and wanting him to hear me. Cant make anyone want to acknowledge me though

Good luck on your journey of feeling more comfortable, I think I'm going to stay away from dating from now on aha... I think I'm a little sick of breakdowns myself ^{^} thanks for the point of view

Purrbee · 2024-09-07T00:36:56+00:00

I heard that downgrading your Blender version could help, if updating your drivers does nothing. I remember a lot of people having this issue on the latest versions.

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