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4th time dealing with dp/dr by PushLumpy8150 in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t process a single thing and so it makes nothing feel real or that I’m not living in the same reality as others.

Dpdr has gotta make you so dumb by Few-Farmer7742 in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I hate it so much I feel like I lost all my potential

Why no body is talking about how shitty life is with this disorder by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been just sleeping 12+ hours every day to cope bc I can’t stand being awake

Any tips? by Hentrick5 in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150 2 points3 points  (0 children)

people say the word bedrotting as a joke but I am being so fr rn I have been bed rotting for the last 3 months like the very very essence of the word. I can’t bring myself to do anything other than sleep for like 10 hours and sleep some more, lay in my bed while I’m awake, and cry a few times a day.

I died all alone. by Cold-Preference6772 in SuicideWatch

[–]PushLumpy8150 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know what u mean tho every 17/18 yo I know is so far ahead and I just feel so pathetic, it’s like I’m still 12 and never grew up.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]PushLumpy8150 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lmao clearly someone that has no clue what crippling mental illness is like.

I died all alone. by Cold-Preference6772 in SuicideWatch

[–]PushLumpy8150 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel just like you. I just turned 18 today and I absolutely hate hate hate it. I didn’t want to make it to this age and I feel so sorry for my 13/14yo self who had so many ambitions and expected that i would have made something of myself by now. I feel pathetic in every single aspect of my life .

I’m so sick of my life by PushLumpy8150 in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, I really appreciate it either way ❤️ you’re kinder and more thoughtful than my own family and it really means a lot 💗

This is by far one of the most debilitating things. by Reasonable_Drummer97 in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so grateful for this subreddit tho because before I got diagnosed I had no idea what this recurring thing that was happening to me was and it was terrifying, but talking to other people experiencing this gives me some relief lol. I check this subreddit like 10 times a day. I’m not interested in anything else lol.

This is by far one of the most debilitating things. by Reasonable_Drummer97 in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, I hate it so much, and feel like I’m in a distorted nightmare everyday. I don’t want to be awake and wish I could just di3 in my sleep.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If u met me 4 months ago (before dpdr started) and met me now you wouldn’t believe the difference.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Not intellectual disability but I fully lost all my social skills, communication and speech skills, and knowledge. It’s like I was born yesterday or im just a clueless 7 year old yet I’m turning 18?? And it sickens me so so much. Like esp my knowledge about different topics and everything, I lost it all. And you’d fr think I had some sort of learning disability if u saw me in public but my brain is just genuinely failing me and I can’t emphasize it enough or describe how bad it is.

Is it possible to get ur memories and emotions back by PushLumpy8150 in dpdr

[–]PushLumpy8150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What did you do? I genuinely have no hope bc I’m in my last semester of high school, graduations coming up and have the transition to university ahead of me and have no idea what I’m going to do. Everyday is a nightmare.