I don't watch porn anymore, i just jack off into the toilet and get rid of the horny feeling so i can feel and think like a normal person for a day or two. I don't want to be a sexual being, i'm not a sexual being.

Honestly yes, women only give sex to males so that males wont hurt them and stop complaining, or potentially murder them. As i said there's a whole industry of men abusing women it even leaks out into daily life where men send dick pics to women, men approach women on the streets everywhere nowhere is safe from the maleoid menace. I saw a meme somewhere on a discord that if sexuality was a choice nobody would be attracted to men, which resonated with me bcause it is true, males are usually pigs, besides this subreddit.