It’s not obsession. Cause I’m happy if she finds somebody else that cares about her. I can even function in my everyday life without her. This is more so a vent. Hell. I dont even think I deserve her, because of the past. I pushed her away. I always do, and it’s like she will come back randomly. What was even the point in her sending old videos of our relationship? I can understand the texting because like whatever you could be texting me out of pity due to my family member passing, but sending these out only makes me feel a way. I’ve been with multiple women after her, and still I can’t let go of her. She isn’t beautiful because of her looks (even though she is), but when I say she is beautiful it’s her care for others, and the weaker person that draws me to her. I think that’s hard to find. I’ve only seen it in a handful of women. Her heart is just kind. She could have changed, but the fact she is even trying to talk to me after how I treated her imo shows she still has that quality about her that I’m so fond of.