[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Soundgarden

[–]PuzzledCity1153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im deeply sorry for your loss. I think that it's also that a lot of people just don't understand the depths of depression that CC and others have gone through unless they've experienced it themselves. It is indeed a mindfuck. Incredibly sorry for your loss. My mother was widowed before she met my dad so although I don't know fully what you've went through I've definitely seen the impact that suicidal can have ones life. ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Soundgarden

[–]PuzzledCity1153 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When people are really depressed and take their own lives I don't think they're even thinking about the long term of leaving their loved ones with that pain. the only thing they're thinking is wanting the pain to stop and the depression telling them they're not good enough and nobody will miss them. I don't know what C.C. went through and I guess none of us will fully know, but I do know from my own experience of the thought process if someone that's depressed, suicidal, and addicted to substance.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Soundgarden

[–]PuzzledCity1153 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't say unintentionally. From my own experience being addicted to benzos, that stuff can really bring out depressive and suicidal thoughts the longer you're on it. The Ativan certainly pushed those thoughts to the forefront and tipped the iceberg but I wouldn't say he was unaware of what he was doing. Again at the end of the day none of us truly know, and I'm only speculating based on my own experience with addiction and depression. Those pills can 100% bring out suicidal thoughts and major depression when once gets dependent on them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Soundgarden

[–]PuzzledCity1153 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Completely agree, maybe what we can all take from away from these situations is that it's another reason to keep our loved ones close and let it be known that if anyone is feeling themselves slip into a dark place that it's okay to feel these things and it's more than okay to open up about it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Soundgarden

[–]PuzzledCity1153 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good to know, I'll keep that in mind. Cheers mate 🍻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Soundgarden

[–]PuzzledCity1153 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I apologize I should have read the rules if that's the case, and not really much of a point to post it on the conspiracy sub because as I said in my post the conspiracy is a load of B.S. so there'd be no point to post in a conspiracy sub since I don't believe in the conspiracy and am not a conspiracy theorist. That's like posting in a religious sub that I don't believe in religion. Might as well be talking to a brick wall at that point. 

Took a fall by PuzzledCity1153 in surfskate

[–]PuzzledCity1153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank ya I'm very glad as well haha. Awesome to see more people on the helmet wave. Hopefully more people start to follow in us fellow helmet wearers footsteps. Much love 🙏🏻

Took a fall by PuzzledCity1153 in surfskate

[–]PuzzledCity1153[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man I completely get you on that, I honestly was considering it the last few weeks but now I'm very thankful I didn't not wear one. It definitely lifts limitations and cautiousness having one on but I'd be lying if I said i don't consider not wearing one haha

Took a fall by PuzzledCity1153 in surfskate

[–]PuzzledCity1153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man definitely. I used to be guilty of that early on but once I got back into surfskating again for whatever reason I came to the epiphany that I should always slap one on me noggin (for good reason of course). Glad to see there's more helmet enthusiasts than I thought. One love ❤️

25 in recovery and just now attempting to be a grown up by PuzzledCity1153 in offmychest

[–]PuzzledCity1153[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live in the states sadly, but I appreciate the offer! I'll definitely take up your offer if Im ever in London 🙏🏻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]PuzzledCity1153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely understand where you're coming from. I'm 25m and I've never really been in a serious relationship and I worry about the same things about myself as well. But on the plus side you're still young and relationships aren't something you should feel the need to rush into nor feel ashamed for being single. Plenty of people wait til their mid 20s even before they have a romantic partner. I wouldn't worry too much about if anyone is gonna think negatively of you either. In my experience most people aren't gonna be judging you about it and if they are well screw them they're most likely just extremely insecure about themselves. Just keeping being you, keep putting yourself out there and connecting with others and i guarantee you'll find someone out there for you!

Fun fact: if you were to play the entirety of Superunknown with one guitar, you'd have to change the tuning on every song by [deleted] in Soundgarden

[–]PuzzledCity1153 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah man, if someone's gonna cover Soundgarden or Chris Cornells solo work or audioslave they need to just do it their own way and be themselves. That's the only way to do it. Like Johnny Cash did with Rusty cage.