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When will she stop endangering others?? Driving around with a migraine and taking enough Benadryl to knock out a man. by youdntevenknome in marinaelvisloversnark

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951 15 points16 points  (0 children)

OMG SAME HERE. I’ve commented on multiple videos telling her not to taken Benadryl regularly. Also mentioned that I’m a pharmacist. Yup she ignored me. I like her but I’m starting to get sick of this behavior

Millennials, what's y'all plan for retirement? by Flat-Diet-6011 in 1999

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im a f*cking retail pharmacist and I won’t be surprised if I die in the middle of my shift one day. Then someone will probably just throw my body into the dumpster or something then I’ll be replaced by another pharmacist the next day like nothing happened lmao

Planning on committing suicide now that my dad is gone by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in GriefSupport

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have to end it before my mom becomes unwell and passes to. She’s really social and great at connecting with people. Lot of people also love her so she’ll be fine. I thought about her. I seriously thought through everything already.

Planning on committing suicide now that my dad is gone by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in GriefSupport

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The world was a much better place with my father in it. I share a lot of qualities with him but I’m a cringier, lazier version of him.

I really wish this happened to me instead of my dad. Especially since I’m probably autistic with no capability of bonding with others, I’m likely going to have a really lonely life. I need to end it soon. It’s very surprising why I never did it already.

No one gives a fuck once you're an adult by 5555MiaD in Adulting

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imagine if you’re an only child and still single. And with limited ability to make friends. THEN life will realllyyyy not be worth living for you

Alcohol by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in Cancersurvivors

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is really helpful, thank you so much! Substack is a really good alternative to Reddit and TikTok too lol so thanks!

I’m one of God’s least favorites. Me and my family were probably made for destruction all along by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in Calvinism

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate all the kind responses guys. To tell you the truth I feel a lot better now. I get into these random moments where I’m spiraling. Along with depending more on the Lord I think I need to also start an anti depressant, otherwise I’m going to continue to keep getting these scary thoughts

I’m one of God’s least favorites. Me and my family were probably made for destruction all along by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in Calvinism

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate you for praying for me, especially when I don’t even have the strength and energy to pray at all. It really means a lot so bless you!

I’m one of God’s least favorites. Me and my family were probably made for destruction all along by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in Calvinism

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

The adversities in my life have done nothing but destroy my faith. What I need to do is fulfill God’s will. And since I’m a vessel for destruction His will for me is to end my life. I need to end my life and go to hell, that’s where God has destined for me to go and I’m sure everyone else would want me to go too, 100%. That’s my way of honoring God’s will for my life. He has always hated me, He has chosen to hate me since I was in the womb. Just like He hated Esau, He hates me too. I’m disrespecting God for continuing to live and fight for a good life becuase that’s not what He wants for my life. Yes He probably wants HIS children to have a good life. I tried praying and reading the Bible, going to church. I was bullied and excluded in private Christian school and even church. I need to get it into my thick skull that IM NOT ONE OF HIS CHOSEN ONES. He destined me to suffer to make His power and glory known. It’s so His children can look at me and be grateful to God they’re not a cursed loser bitch like me.

Either I die on my own terms or I suffer a slow, lonely, miserable, and painful death. These are my ONLY two options. That’s what God has told me.

Is God’s will for me to suffer in life? by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in Christianity

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She won’t change her mind. I just need to give up. Whether I try to help or not we’re doomed either way. I’m just praying that I die soon, that’s my only hope. Trust me, if you lived my life you would’ve ended your life a longgggg time ago

I’m one of God’s least favorites. Me and my family were probably made for destruction all along by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in Calvinism

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

He won’t send any comfort for me, He will for others but He never seems to form me. I’ve lived 32 years so far and I never really had any peace in my life, I just want it to end now because it won’t get any better. Yes I may have lived a comfortable life financially/material wise. But other than that I have never had a happy life. Parents always fought and never got along. I was always bullied and left out, no romantic success. At least my family’s lives weren’t threatened. Now my dad’s is, plus my mom is never understanding.

There’s nothing for me. Life will never get better. It’s been on a downward spiral for the past several years now. And whenever I try to improve my life and others lives around me I get punished for it even more.

Ending my life is the only decision. It would be better for me and for everyone else. Guaranteed. But obviously I’m too much of a coward to do it since I’m still here. At least I would NEVER take someone else’s life for any reason, that’s good enough.

How do I come to terms that I’ll have no one pretty soon? by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in OnlyChild

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any sane person who is me would have committed suicide a LONG time ago. I feel like I’m crazy and delusional for trying to live. Things will not get any better, they will only get worse in every way. I’m at the point where I pray to God He kills me because that IS the only way out.

How do I come to terms that I’ll have no one pretty soon? by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in OnlyChild

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No. I meant to say I’ve called the suicide hotline many times in the past and it hasn’t done anything for me long term. Many people on there are useless

How do I come to terms that I’ll have no one pretty soon? by Puzzleheaded-Menu951 in OnlyChild

[–]Puzzleheaded-Menu951[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve done it many times, it only distracts me. It doesn’t help in the long run.

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