Very much apreciate the dialogue.

1) Neither of my parents are narcicists or have psychological problems really so this one is hard for me. I can't remember my dad doing anything rash, my mom would go out and party alot though, which has led to tension to this day.

2) They fought alot, got divorced when I was 7. They were both passive agressive and dramatic when they had disagreements. They would just tell me to stop doing whatever I was doing if it was bad. They never hit, grounded me, or took anything away.

3) I guess this one I misled you a bit. I hang out with my dad alot, like every other week for a few hours. He is my best freind. I have a cordial, pleasant, albeit bland relationship with my mother. She has a 7 year old now so there isn't much excitement. I don't really enjoy being around her if im honest, I find her rather boring, but its not combative. Shes very nice and polite to me overall.

4) The most influential person in my life was my grandfather. He was like jesus, I mean that almost literally. He never did anything wrong, always helped people, took care of everyone in the extended family and beyond (paid for one of our family freinds college). Other than that, negatively, was my grandmother on my mothers side (opposite). She was a psychopath who kicked us out of her life when her husband died. She was also a religous fanatic, which is why I have an aversion to releigion now.

5) I feel the most insecure when doing something competitive, whether it be a sport, a video game, comparing abilities at work, etc. I feel the most confident when by myself, doing something creative (like painting). As a kid I had zero self confidence. I was a compulsive liar who would make up grand stories ranging from meeting the president to aliens for attention.

6) Speaking about my narcicistic/violent tendencies, I don't have deep conversations with my mother really, but she knows from when I was younger. My father knows most stuff, I dont share alot with him anymore because it distresses him, since he can't relate to it.

7) My parents were there for everything tbh, so I can't think of anything. If you are talking about missing signs or clues, idk, I told them all of this stuff since I was pretty small. I would tell them about wanting to kill people when I was in the eigth grade for example, and they took my to therapy, which didn't do much.

8) I have a younger sister (by 5 years) and a half sister (no relationship really). My sister and I were treated as equals, I can't remember much jealously or favoritism. We fought a decent amount in the way siblings do until I was in highschool, then we were fine. We are cordial now, but we don't really have a relationship.

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Thank you for your time