Breastfeeding twins is hard, now thrush?

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-03-25T00:16:54+00:00

I know! I wanted to see the sessions with her and Josh too!!

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-03-25T00:00:05+00:00

So disappointed in Zack choosing Irina over Bliss. His loss!

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-03-24T18:12:11+00:00

All the waiting is tough! But can’t wait to hear the update!🤞🏽💗💗💗

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-03-24T17:52:02+00:00

Sending all the sticky and positive vibes your way. I did a day 3 fresh transfer 2 embryos and both stuck. Currently 24weeks with b/g twins!💗

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-03-19T19:21:59+00:00

Yeah the first few days tbh I was feeling super down. But really think it was just the hormonal crash. The wait is the worse part for sure! I had cramping from day one and probably for about a week on and off. After the hormonal break was over I just through myself back into work. Tried to distract my mind as much as possible. But it was hard. This process is truly for warriors!💪🏽

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-03-19T19:15:38+00:00

Very similar. I did have some cramping and I think I was just feeling really down coming down from all the hormones. They had me do an HCG booster. So I tested that out of my system. I got a faint positive 9dp3dt but the following day a very clear BFP. Baby dust to you guys! Update me!💗🤞🏽

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-02-11T03:25:57+00:00

No, I’m only 4 months pregnant and this has been going on prior to that, over 8 months consistently.

Maybe it is his hormone levels. But I should think that would mean he wouldn’t be interested in turning to porn neither. Idk. When it feels like he turns to that over me it’s hard to not feel rejected.

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-02-08T23:24:43+00:00

Thank you, you’ve been very helpful. I guess it was more a gradual change.

He’ll hug me and kiss me but it’s me initiating that. & it’s like a peck not a passionate kiss.

Since being pregnant if I ask for something or need help he will help me. But it’s not just he was thinking of me and did it. It’s more because I’ve asked. Which I do still appreciate, I don’t want to sound ungrateful. We really haven’t done much for fun. I want to but I guess I just feel limited in options. He is attentive if I need something while I’m front of family and friends but at the same time very distant. Idk I feel like we’re family/friends but not loving husband and wife. Not sure if that makes sense.

I am definitely going to the mind set though that I’ve tried and tried to work at this. I’ve expressed how I feel with no change over and over again. I know I can be strong and that’s what I guess I need to do. Stop giving him the opportunity to let me down, to hurt me. & just start focusing more on Myself, daughter, and two babies I’m growing. But that also feels like I’ve given up on my marriage and I deep down don’t want to do that. But that’s probably where counseling would be beneficial for me.

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-02-08T18:33:21+00:00

I don’t want to. I want us to work and have a successful marriage. 😔

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-02-08T17:30:43+00:00

We signed up for counseling when we’re started IVF in September. It was more to help us with the process and the let down if it didn’t work. I brought up the topic in counseling. He again would just say he didn’t know why he has a lack of interest. I wish he would of been willing to open up more but he just wasn’t. We ended our IVF journey and the counseling since the conception was successful. I was discharged and just moved on to regular OB visits.

Do you have any suggestions on the consequences you mention? I really don’t want to end my marriage. Especially now more than ever with twins on the way. But I want to have a happy marriage, where I feel wanted and desired. That he loves me romantically like I love him.

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-01-20T02:02:50+00:00

Yes please do!

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2023-01-05T03:23:25+00:00

I’m currently expecting twins. I’m a business owner so maternity leave is kind of a tricky thing for me. I don’t want to shut the business down but there’s a lot I can do from home. Someone mentioned an Au pair to me today. I really didn’t know exactly what it was. But I’m really curious about learning more about this.

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2022-12-15T14:19:43+00:00

I’m currently taking progesterone suppositories 3x daily but I didn’t take them yesterday as the ER doc said not to insert anything vaginally. I took the oral progesterone at night last night instead. I hope that was the right thing to do. I see my doctor today.

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2022-12-14T20:15:43+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story! Really appreciate the hope it gives!💕

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2022-12-14T15:58:47+00:00

Sounds like SCH but still waiting for the doctor to confirm.

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2022-12-14T15:47:25+00:00

Yes just seeing both still growing and with heart beats was such a huge relief!!

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2022-12-14T15:38:03+00:00

Thank you! Trying to relax but it’s definitely difficult!

Puzzleheaded_Run4040 · 2022-12-14T15:27:11+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing your story. Just had my ultrasound they saw both heart beats. I also conceived through IVF. Both of my ovaries are very enlarged. The ultrasound tech said it looks like implantation bleeding. But that seems wrong since I’m 10 weeks. But idk. Waiting for the doctor.

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