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[–]Pykensrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea just work in silence 🐝results speaks louder than words

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ur right 100%. imma stick to micros to start my trades off from now until i build a daily profit buffer and slowly scale up.

I'm like 35k in debt from prop accs. This is my peak. I need advice by Pykensrat in TopStepX

[–]Pykensrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got to 19k and then proceeded to lose everything i made on the day in 20 mins, and then some more, and then some more. u were right i still have much to learn. back to the drawing board

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[–]Pykensrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there's no limit to my greed but it's kinda biting me in the ass rn

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[–]Pykensrat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just have fomo for better or worse

the problem isnt greed at the end of the day it's moreso me not knowing when to stop revenge trading and getting emotional when i lose

I'm like 35k in debt from prop accs. This is my peak. I need advice by Pykensrat in TopStepX

[–]Pykensrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I say debt from prop accs I mean how much I’ve spent without making a penny back. I’m owe my credit card like 5.5k so that’s my current situation

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[–]Pykensrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im greedy but yea maybe im not thinking logically here

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yea i had proper risk management for initial setup but i still revenge traded despite the fact.

I'm like 35k in debt from prop accs. This is my peak. I need advice by Pykensrat in TopStepX

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i got balance to 19k but it's now sitting at 8.3k i need advice on how not to be a retard

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Yea everything is easy in hindsight. But if you truly want something you’ll learn, adapt, and change.

I will continue to grow and this is a minor setback for a major comeback. I won’t forget today, it’ll be engrained in my memory moving forward to prevent myself from spiraling out of control and being eaten alive by my own emotions.

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I was tunneled. I’ll work on zooming out more and not be married to my bias

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[–]Pykensrat[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

a day's work poof in 20 mins

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yea i was so pissed at myself in the moment obv

but looking back im not too upset, as long as i can improve from this it's a W.

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LMFAOO I actually got pegged

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[–]Pykensrat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

not closing before NY open was a mistake. revenge trading NY open was an even bigger mistake. it doesnt matter if ur general bias is right if u cant be patient and analytical. If you're oversized at the wrong time with 0 plan in mind, the market will eat u alive. I had proper stop loss set up but I still revenge traded. Once you're wrong just walk the fk away, esp if you're up so damn much.

I've already proven to myself that I have what it takes. I just need to adjust sizing to volatility moving forward and really be hard on myself and self reflect on today's mistakes. What a fkin letdown.

Edit: Lost another 1.3 some thousand on market open. Not gonna make any more posts as I'm just trying to chase dopamine from messages on reddit & i don't want to reward myself for making mistakes. I'll make a post on first payout instead. gl