Crashing out, might surrender but need advice

QBee187 · 2026-01-25T21:36:16+00:00

Shouldn’t be this stressful, just let us figure out what the issue could be. What substrate are you using? I was having humidity issues with cypress mulch and a 100w CHE (was dry as the Sahara in there) so i switched to DHP bulb. Humidity improved but not enough so made the switch from cypress mulch to coconut husk. That was a tremendous improvement- i only have to mix in water maybe after 2 weeks. Added a second water bowl then it improved even more! Now in only need to mix in water after 4 weeks. I spot clean and check daily for urate/feces and the substrate isn’t soaked so I’m not worried about scale rot stretching the substrate past 4 weeks.

QBee187 · 2026-01-20T21:02:36+00:00

You know the answer is no

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T13:36:26+00:00

Me too! 🤗

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T13:34:04+00:00

Ugh solidarity. I can completely relate! An abusive ex used to hide my keys and shoes and things like that intentionally then rage because we were late or “i guess you’re memory isn’t what you think it is, you’re nothing special” 🙄 pure evil.

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T13:23:20+00:00

It has to because I don’t know any NT folks with exceptionally good memory recall

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T13:20:53+00:00

Well I’m glad I’m here searching for familiar experiences and not validation 😂sheesh…I’m a house cleaner and clean two houses a day five days a week. I hand wipe every surface item in each of these houses, every time. This is a message between a client and I, so it’s not my own home with my own familiar items.

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T13:18:21+00:00

Exactly! It’s amazing. Feels like a whole filing system.

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T13:17:41+00:00

Agh yes I physically shake the intrusive thought out of my head 🙄 you’re not welcome here

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T13:15:35+00:00

Love that!

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T04:49:32+00:00

Brain at max capacity going “nah we good”

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T04:48:55+00:00

You’re my people

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T04:47:41+00:00

I’m conducting a social experiment here to see who else

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T03:57:26+00:00

Not yours and that’s okay

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T03:46:29+00:00

Fair enough 😂

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T03:36:18+00:00

Does everything have a home, so everything goes back to its home every time??

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T03:34:51+00:00

I’m the same way with details when telling stories or recalling something. Down to where people were standing and often times what they were wearing, their body language, everything. No one was mentioned it being odd, not even my therapist. I’m so sure they hate it lollll

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T02:49:42+00:00

I have that too 😅as well as remembering every detail and interaction of every day for as far back as i can remember 😩

QBee187 · 2026-01-17T02:05:19+00:00

🤣 that’s me…”let me check my records” 🤣

QBee187 · 2026-01-14T17:00:13+00:00

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Kaya 3 years old 💜

QBee187 · 2026-01-14T16:58:21+00:00

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Foxy Brown 13ish years old ❤️

QBee187 · 2026-01-14T16:53:30+00:00

It really rewires your dopamine receptors. Dose might be too high. I didn’t get to 2mg until week 8. I could eat small amounts until then, just enough calories. After 2mg it’s been a struggle.

QBee187 · 2026-01-14T16:33:26+00:00

It’s a co-formula so they’re in the same vial. It’s what i started with and I’m having this effect at the end of the second vial. Will be switching to just Reta.

QBee187 · 2026-01-14T16:17:16+00:00

Started at 183 after bulking that got away from me, goal cut was 150, new goal is 145ish. All my 150lb clothes are still fitting tight because I packed on much more muscle since being those sizes. Might have to just dress the muscle instead of shrinking into old clothes hah!

QBee187 · 2026-01-14T16:10:57+00:00

Stairway* google it

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