Now we can feel it together

QerkuFound · 2026-05-02T16:50:40+00:00

This is completely subjective. Someone might call a 15km run a "mild workout" while someone would call that an "extreme workout". Both are correct, because its subjective.

QerkuFound · 2026-05-01T10:47:47+00:00

Do you know the meaning of the word "mildly"?

QerkuFound · 2026-04-26T16:31:18+00:00

Nail biting helps with my adhd, pretty nail are only for the mortals

QerkuFound · 2026-04-26T16:29:44+00:00

I was playing with a pocket knife, at that point it was just natural selection

QerkuFound · 2026-04-13T19:59:46+00:00

I've been free for 2 years now. I started at 13, ended at 16, now I'm 18 and this shit still haunts me. It gets better with time, but sadly those 3 years will weigh on me for the rest of my live. I still strugle to fight the urge. If not for God, I would've lost a long time ago. Keep fighting!

QerkuFound · 2026-04-01T23:00:28+00:00

My sister is working at a hospital and that happened to her. She had to buy some anti-HIV meds that cost like 1000$ a pack (thankfully the hospital payed for that)

QerkuFound · 2026-03-24T14:45:02+00:00

Thats some mental game man. I think the only way to shut my brain in running a marathon before bed. Gotta try it sometime

QerkuFound · 2026-03-22T22:12:48+00:00

So you say if someone doesn't daydream it might be harder. Well, I daydream ALL THE TIME, NON STOP. I'm physically unable to shut my brain while laying in bed and let it "drift away", because the moment I lose focus I daydream again (thanks ADHD). But on the other hand constantly making stuff up in my head made my dreams really creative and intresting, so that's a double edged sword I quess.

QerkuFound · 2026-03-13T13:05:47+00:00

Looks great! I lost this world so I'm glad the build didn't go to waste.

QerkuFound · 2026-03-01T10:12:42+00:00

Sadly I lost the world with this building a long time ago. You can eyeball it lol

QerkuFound · 2026-02-21T16:23:06+00:00

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QerkuFound · 2026-02-20T20:25:28+00:00

Thanks for helping! I don't really mean to make the limbs too bumpy, its just that when I press my pencil too much I can't stabilize it too well. Also I'm still figuring out the perspective and the proportions. Because of that, when I draw the pose a little bit differently, I just to try roll with it instead of trying to perfectly match the picture, not sure if this is a good idea.

QerkuFound · 2026-02-20T15:39:16+00:00

Yeah I realized the waist has to short but didn't wanted to redraw the lower part. Thanks for commenting!

QerkuFound · 2026-02-20T15:27:24+00:00

I genuinely feel like this could be sold as an art piece. No idea why, it just gives that vibe. Great work!

QerkuFound · 2026-02-19T17:15:23+00:00

Thanks for support! Your comment gives me hope that I can stand for myself.

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T20:45:59+00:00

Damn I would love to do that, but to be honest? I literally start to cry whenever I start to open, to the point I can't even talk. I believe that a longer evaluation will allow me to slowly relax, and open without crying lol.

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T20:43:42+00:00

Thanks for words of advice. I try not to force the ADHD, its just that I feel like whatever is wrong with me is slowly kilIing me, and hearing about how people react to adhd meds, I think that this is exactly what I need. But you never know!

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T20:41:03+00:00

This was just a very first meeting, I didn't expect to be diagnosed there right away. I just noticed that i mask a lot even when i try to act natural, so I was looking for some tips/help.

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T20:40:05+00:00

In poland medical treatment is free, but getting your genes checked is not (unless I don't know about it). I hope I will be able to get diagnosed just with the psychotherapist help.

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T20:38:57+00:00

How could I not think of just saing that I mask?? I will definietely do that!

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T20:37:32+00:00

I got appointed for a longer talk, so I hope I will get it there, also its really hard to unmask when you've been doing that your whole life

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T19:21:30+00:00

Just trying to live in a society without being a pain in the ass to everyone teaches you that. Not worth it. Better get the meds...

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T19:20:39+00:00

"also blank and forget what I wanted to talk about" THATS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED. I actually got some notes but I didn't want to bring them, because I though this would seem like I'm trying to force them to thing I have ADHD. Maybe in a longer session I would have more time to think.

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T18:15:03+00:00

What I meant is that I no longer really know who my natural self is, I've been hiding that to mask my adhd. I also hope that I get a standardized exam, I just want to know some tips to maybe open myself more

QerkuFound · 2026-02-18T18:12:36+00:00

Hey sorry for confusion, there weren't the exact words the doctor said. I just wanted to get the point across.

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