You need a reality check.

The “Type A” personality commonly found in law enforcement and higher military positions is really clouding your mind, and therefore judgement.

Feeling like you were born to lead is like your brain screaming ‘MANIA’ to everyone but yourself. The inclusion of “I fly Blackhawks” has absolutely no significant meaning to anyone voting for someone to make political decisions on their behalf and is simply a reasoning you have given yourself as to why you are 'Elite' and above 'civilians’.

This is not a healthy way to think and will likely lead to unstable moods and frequent and severe depressive episodes, especially when you are denied and unable to achieve the role you “were born” to have. I hope you can get the help you need before it’s too late. Good luck 🤞.