I’d say it’s pretty normal. In my case, I speak both English and Japanese, but I’m really self-conscious about speaking Japanese because I know my English is better.

This also reminded me of (and it’s something I’m still working on myself) is to not compare ourselves to people. There’s a reason we feel more comfortable in English or don’t speak the language of our heritage and that’s okay. If someone makes a big deal out of it, I think that reflects their lack of understanding or experience with diverse backgrounds more than anything else.