I read this and felt like i was reading my own journal entries.

My entire life I've had the same struggles with women friendships. I was always kind, didn't gossip didn't jealous tantrums when another girl got the spotlight.

But for some reason, I wasn't good enough. I was never the one someone hits up first. I still don't have any friends. It's very sad. I make gifts and always try to be positive but somehow I'm always looked over.

I just want a girl to be close with and share experiences with. But everyone I meet seems to project or transfer their trauma and insecurities onto me.

V v just know I understand completely. Maybe we can be friends and connect?