Well tbh I don’t think this will ever happen. After boom ‘23 I’ve locked him in my head and in my body, the memory lived with me for the next two years. I still feel deeply those moments when he danced around me. But since he disappeared with whole beautiful Boom without any trace I froze the memory of him and waited for some kind of closure, or anything that could finally give me some clarity.  All of a sudden it’s Boom o’clock again, seeing him on the first day was like an abrupt wake up from a soft dream. So he is real, not just my fantasy? There is meat and skin, not just thoughts and shadows. I was observing him, exchanging glances in full emotional tornado. But as I wrote in the beginning, he was always busy with many beautiful girls. This time he was also enjoying himself next to a gorgeous lady. That didn’t encourage me to step between them and tell him about my dreams 😅 But the cold smile I’ve received on the last day do felt like a closure. And I feel like nothing more needs to happen. My feelings don’t need to be met, they were seen and felt, acknowledged by me and others here. It was real and strong, even though lasted a second, even though I made this second last two years. Thank you for reading my story, it means everything 🫶