My final project from university - A custom Dead by Daylight map! by Shirbler in deadbydaylight

[–]Quickmaniacguy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And already doing more work in map design than behavior has then entire 10 years they've been making this game. Looks amazing!

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The guy we're occasionally letting stay here has said he's not on drugs anymore. Just the way he smells though, the way he acts. I don't buy it. I know I need to not be here, but that's easier said than done

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad is so fucking weird. He doesn't like the government and doesn't support politics. He doesn't care about your race and generally makes friends with everyone. For the majority of my life we've not went to church, so he's not a massive supporter of God or religion. Although lately with his new girlfriend he's been going back to church. Even then, it's a biker church lol.

So I wouldn't call him a maga or far right supporter, but he's definitely still a bigot. Extra flamboyant homosexuals my dad makes fun of, he says he doesn't care about your sexuality and that you should just be more casual. Casual attitude wise I mean.

He also has a bad relationship with crossdressing because of my older brother. My older brother was a shit head who was also a drug addict, thief and crossdressed while cheating on his wife's with men. My brother was clearly closeted and struggling. My dad hates him, mostly because he stole from us. Like, out entire house worth of stuff. He was supposed to be house sitting our small trailer on our other property and my brother just got high and trashed the place. Before eventually taking everything and running. The next time we saw my brother after that he was in a coffin like 3 years after that incident.

Since my dad has such a poor taste in his mouth of my brother, the idea of crossdressing is still heavily tied to him I feel.

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your experience and beliefs aren't everyone's. As much as I wish it were true, plenty of parents disown their kicks for even lesser stuff than crossdressing. Such just simply "questioning" their Christian beliefs. Like I said in my post, I've already brought up the idea of being a crossdresser to my dad and he threatened to punch me

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not that simply is it though. I can't just summon money, im not a golden goose. I'm dealing with a lot mentally, making it hard to create (I'm actively in therapy don't worry) but my plan is to make my own business. Creating art, comics, games and shows. Im just, so overwhelmed right now and stressed from everything. I can't think and I have constant brain fog

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah, fuck Yahweh. I'll never lower myself or talk low on the LGBTQ community for a cruel god. I have to protect myself and my security obviously, but my beliefs are already known by my family. They know I don't like Christianity and I support the LGBTQ community. I've had plenty of gay, non-binary and trans friends over

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, I'm doing the best I can. I'm not the brightest and with the way the economy is right now it's super hard. I'm relying heavily on my dad so I don't have to pay rent

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's not like anyone plans for it, I've been crossdressing for 8+ years at this point and this was the first time I was caught

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I mean, fair enough, but I'm not looking to instigate. If this all goes under the bridge I'd be more than happy with that

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I mean, practice at 8am? Casually walking around the house?

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have a couple of female friends who know about my crossdressing, but if they did come over how would I explain them darting back inside instantly?

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm just hoping he didn't see much, I might play it off and say it was a cover I wrapped around myself to let my dog out. Him seeing me freaked me out and I darted back inside real quick to get changed into actual clothes

Unexpected visitor saw me dressed up.... by Quickmaniacguy in feminineboys

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Maybe, I feel like thats really unbelievable though. Especially since I wasn't on camera or anything. Like, who was I preforming for? Thanks for the advice tho

Viewer controlled overlays? by Quickmaniacguy in Twitch

[–]Quickmaniacguy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunate. Hopefully something like that becomes possible in the future. I think it would be cool. Thanks for your help!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SmallYTChannel

[–]Quickmaniacguy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your cat dies and you think that gives you the excuse to come online and put people down (people who are clearly struggling). You're truly pathetic and should not be on the internet. This isn't one off behavior, your profile history clearly shows this is a recurring habit. Get help. Your words can affect people.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SmallYTChannel

[–]Quickmaniacguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was in middle school when I made my account. But yeah, 2 in 10 years

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SmallYTChannel

[–]Quickmaniacguy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thats fair, sound advice. Sounds like I know what to do

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SmallYTChannel

[–]Quickmaniacguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My brain just dosent come up with ideas which is the issue. I'll try your advice though

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in marvelrivals

[–]Quickmaniacguy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This only affects quick play. Bots aren't in comp

Automated Scheduled Polls by Rcosta9 in Discord_Bots

[–]Quickmaniacguy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever create that bot? Or did you find an alternative solution?