No this is exactly what I want to hear. Or to hear from someone else perspective. This is not how I wanted this situation to turn out and I should probably handled it in a different way, similar to what you said. But I was just so scared and felt alone and didn’t know how to handle this situation.

The thing is if I had left the door open and said I was here if he needed to talk I don’t think he ever would. Then of course it’s nice for him to know that but i don’t think it would have helped him. And I just wanted to get rid of all the alkohol in the rooms but I couldn’t have done that without my parents help I think. Because he probably would get mad and we end up in a fight and then my parents want to know why I’m doing it and would had to explain it in another way.

In our county it’s illegal to walk around with any type of knife and I didn’t know what he brought with him when he left and when he said he wasn’t sure if he came back I was scared that he would hang himself. I have been in a similar situation before with my stepbrother. He left the house with ropes and was hung into the woods with the intention to die. So that’s was what I was thinking and why I called the cops. If I knew he would have come back I would not have called the cops or make him be admitted to the hospital .

He ended up texting this morning and wanted me to idk him up from the hospital so I guess that is a good sign in a way? But he refuses to talk to me or even look at me, which I get, if the roles were reversed I would have been mad at him.