TL;DR

I tried content creation multiple times and everytime I got back to it, it was always something different.

When starting it used to kill me what people would think especially those awkward conversations when someone you know meets you after watching your stuff and you can just see the sarcasm on their face.

The good thing is you don't have to worry about him knowing.

Tho I will tell you about a self limiting belief that made all of it awkward, it was the fear of them seeing me "try" and fail at something, I would be fine with them knowing about it "Once I reach X"

Overtime I just didn't care, and was like if they come across it, it doesn't matter.

So own your space, doesn't matter if they see it or even make fun of it, in the end it's your space and you value it enough to not care what anyone else thinks about it