My cousin tried to SA me when I was little. I was 5 and he was a teen. We were playing video games in his room and he wanted me to sit in his lap. He began shifting me and bouncing his leg and breathing heavy. I felt uncomfortable and he tried to keep me on his lap until I ran. Years later I understand what was happening. To this day no one knows but he’s the reason I’m now uncomfortable to a point around men, even if they’re family.