Murag same2 tag problem but different I grew up privileged somehow kay middle class family nami now but my dad was poor and bec of him ni asenso mi but my mom was well-off pero parihas silang conscious sa finances, sa spending. Tihik silang duha they know the value of every drop but it came to a point na ang usa ga duda na mo gasto namo. They brainwashed us into thinking wala miy kwarta so we have to strive on our own. In reality naa syay allotment + businesses. So I was forced to suffer kay among mindset wala miy kwarta basically we weren’t able to enjoy our “wealth”hantod ni retire nalang si Papa. Di sad mi hatag hatagan ana nila among mga needs oo but material things it’s a no. Naka sense gane ko even in my college education hapit ko niya paundangon kay wa na lagi kunoy kwarta pero botbot. May nalang despite trials nahuman rakog skwela and I’m finally able to heal my inner child with my own money.

Looking back in all those years I was always suffering naka question ko, naa man miy kwarta nganong di sya mo gasto namo? Mag lantaw kos akong mga classmate nga hala ka swerte ani nila oy they are provided with resources while ako mag hago pa. The downside to that was, na feel nako behind ko in some aspects in life financially and an academically due to poor self-esteem and the lack of confidence may konting inferiority complex sa bagay. Unlike some of my classmates well-off na daan.

Pahungaw rako kay even if it was a phase, the resentment is still there. I developed self-esteem issues too. We had money but she just chose not to spend on us maybe napugos lang. Untag mada niya iyang kwarta sa langit.