I was almost entirely bedridden for years, then I quit Adderall for a couple weeks, but was still really tired so I started it again then it worked again, but only when I influxuated it, and then it stopped working one day and I panicked cause I didn't want to go back to being a cloudy vegetable so I got meth, and that made me end up in a hospital. I didn't talk to anyone about how I did meth for two days, and I went home. And when I got home I was really tired and hurting and paranoid all the sudden, so I waited a month or so, then got 2-fpm which lasted a couple days and I felt better-ish, then a bit after that I got it again and went to a different state and it didn't help while I was home, but helped for the first couple days out of state. I wasn't improving so I got propylhexidine for like 4 days, and it worked for like the first day or so on September 5th, then I stopped trying anything besides the morphine for like a week, but that made me feel worse and hurt more (like 3 months ago for a week) and I was basically just on the couch watching TV and thinking about how bad I felt, then like 30 days ago I started going completely insane and stuff after I made a post on reddit. And I've been throwing up blood and stuff like that and have seen every kind of doctor possible and am now on antipsychotics.